So i am in a bad mood....i'm really having a bad day maybe even a bad few days i would say more so. i got sick at work today because i am stressed and i think i know why but i'm not too sure....some things from my past keep popping up in my head and i don't know how to stop them....so that's the first thing and then i come out of work to find the rear view mirror hanging from the car...mind you i have no idea where there is a car parts place in this city ( guess i'll be looking that up) and then my hubby calls me while i am driving home to tell me there is a baseball game and he's going to be late ...ok i really don't think you being late is that big a deal and i tell him about the rear view and he gets all cranky w/ me like it's my fault the fucking mirror fell of while i was at work....and while we are bicering to eachother about that someone hits the car.....FUCK right....i get off the phone get out of the car check the car nothing is wrong they just tapped me but still at this point my intestents are going nutts...so i call my hubby back after telling him someone just hit me and what does the ass do he turns his phone OFF...WTF...i have had enough today and want to scream and kill something or hit something very very hard and see pain.....
i keep having this dream about someone who remain nameless ...well we can call her CUNT....so this dream i keep beatting the shit out of her to the point where i am picking her up by her belt buckle and slamming her on the floor and watching her head bounce off the concreat....PS. i can't spell so deal.....i have had many dreams about cunt all very violent and sidistic....i have ahad dreams of sticking a cattle prod up her twat and electricuting her....along w/ sewing her cunt closed and peeling her skin off...i really thing i have issues...i really think i have to figuer out how to get over this hole thing...i am wasing too much energy on her and she's really not worth shit ...i don't know i'm just having a bad day
sorry about the rant
i keep having this dream about someone who remain nameless ...well we can call her CUNT....so this dream i keep beatting the shit out of her to the point where i am picking her up by her belt buckle and slamming her on the floor and watching her head bounce off the concreat....PS. i can't spell so deal.....i have had many dreams about cunt all very violent and sidistic....i have ahad dreams of sticking a cattle prod up her twat and electricuting her....along w/ sewing her cunt closed and peeling her skin off...i really thing i have issues...i really think i have to figuer out how to get over this hole thing...i am wasing too much energy on her and she's really not worth shit ...i don't know i'm just having a bad day
sorry about the rant
I love you woman ...you ARE wasting too much energy on this... this shit ISN'T worth your worry. Wish you were online.
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