Monday Aug 13, 2012

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Yeah, nope... I lied. Or rather was lied to - he wasn't who I thought....

Ah well. I'm back. And here we go again.

I'll have to put an update on my life one of these nights...

Stay tuned.

Calixtekiss

Saturday Aug 02, 2008

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Got kicked today.
Hard.
The first one to the back of my knees... and I went down.
The pavement scratched my hands and my knees bled.
Surprised.
As I sucked air into my lungs and looked up a second blow came.
I crumpled to the hard ground clutching my stomach against the sudden pain.
There, and thus exposed, a final kick was delivered...
I coughed...
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whiteyford:
GOD DAMMIT!!!

What the fuck?? Are you alright? Did you get help? Did anyone see you get attacked?

Seriously, I would make their lives fucking miserable...first hitting a woman in the first place and then, again, while she's down. What cowards, what complete sniveling cowards.

This shit makes my fucking blood boil!!

wf
brinny:
(I don't think she was being literal whiteyford.)

Thank you for your comment. Our hearts are both heart and i wish i could give you a hug.

Tuesday Jul 29, 2008

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This site isn't what it used to be.

Sad.

whiteyford:
things change...c'est la vie, non?

how are you doing?


kiss kiss

wf

Thursday Jul 24, 2008

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Totally Crushing!

smile


Its a nice feeling to feel this happy.
whiteyford:
Happy looks good on you, dear. Very much so.

wf

Monday Jul 21, 2008

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I dreamed a dream
Lost in a world not like reality

Feelings, emotions, and all things unseen
When did these come to be?

Wondering, - is happiness free?
Is the picture of me?

Dreams shattering reality...
Lost here in this world.


Hello.

Its me.
Still smiling.
Its good.
Very very good.
Like a cup of coffee in the morning.
Or a hug from a friend....
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whiteyford:
I am good...and so are you.

kiss

+wf+

Saturday Nov 17, 2007

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.... the pain of letting go...

Is it for the best? After the anger is past and the reality sinks in...

Funny how some things never seem to change.
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ladyjane:
is Holding On hurting your heart, or helping your spirit?

will Letting Go free your mind & let it breathe?

if you clear the clutter out of your life, you will make room for the new & the beautiful. promise.

...however, sometimes, it just feels comfortable & safe to be stubborn... & to hope.

i know i'm not very wise this morning with your delicate question, darling & i'm sorry frown ... unfortunately, i am EXCELLENT at letting go & wiping the hard drive clean of any existence of pain. but i don't go through the process... so am i really letting go or am i just putting a tiny bandage on a deep wound.

that's a rhetorical question. i haven't been able to answer that one for years. le sigh. frown

hugs kiss
francis:
kiss

Thursday Nov 15, 2007

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There are no words to express the emotions running through me right now... this is childish, but I can't seem to make myself care.... I'm getting help by the way, but tonight, well fuck tonight...

Evidently I fucked up again.
Not surprised... that's what I do.
Fuck up.
And yes, I'm having a pity party.
But then I'm so freaking mad I could spit.
And...
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francis:
i know honey.. life gets complicated sometimes..

yeah i'm pretty brave wink

ouch

kiss
ladyjane:
...i know i'm late to this blog, but i just wanted to say "hey" & give ya hugs from one perfectly messy beautiful sister to another.

hell no are you damaged goods.
we are healing goods together. wink kiss ♥ you girl!

Thursday Nov 01, 2007

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So.... a couple of dear friends have been silent towards me and I fear the worst for our friendships...
Saw an ex and that hurt.
Took a risk and so far haven't been hurt too badly.
Very tired and overwhelmed...
And I think the relationship stresses in my life are getting to me. This is the first day in a week and a half that...
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francis:
i love you

kiss
ladyjane:
i'm sorry about friend hurt & ex sadness... frown
i too am exhausted & overwhelmed... but too overwhelmed to even feel my exhaustion.
i tried to overdose the other day on sleeping pills, but seriously, if that can't get me to sleep or kill me, i dunno what will.
we're twins... can i come over & have a slumber party? smile
hugs darling. i utterly adore you. kiss

Sunday Oct 21, 2007

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I got a new hair cut. That significantly improved my mood. I don't even recoginize myself. Pictures to follow soon...

kiss kiss kiss
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hearse83:
hello, I am back.
beckyjane:
I followed my heart.

Saturday Oct 20, 2007

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Knock if you will.
I will not answer the door today.
Bitterness and anger have come over to play.
Knock if you will, but you will not see me.
I am lost in the mists of the past.
Knock if you dare
To face my twisted haunted face.
Knock if you want,
But you'll not get in today.
whiteyford:
hey there...it is me knocking. can I come in for awhile? I need a hug and a kiss or two. I need to be with someone who _really_ cares for me.

+wf+
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