So here stand the walls
And after all these moments
This is where it fade
Please pull me back
As the light begins to fade
My breathing become faint
I pray this isn’t the end
I refuse to go out this way
My heart is breaking
I’m only 23
And I’m endlessly reaching
For the love I cannot find
The numbness takes over
I’m ready for the end
Never reaching home
Never reaching goals
I can’t believe I’d go out like this
I lose grip on reality
My mind runs wild
I can’t help myself
These voices they control me
I try to run and control it
I try to write it down
But it sinks in like a knife
I try to cure this ache with solitude
I wake up to the brightest light
I can be better than I was
I can be better than I am
I just needed time alone
And these walls to crumble down