Everything is so hopeless. I dont know why I even continue on living. there is seriously nothing in this world for me. I hate everything. I hate being around people. I hate my whole life. theres not one good thing i like about myself or my life. i just want al l this to end.everynight I just want to die so much. I cant keep this up any longer. fuck. someone please inject my veins with a lethal dose of herione.