"oh, this is the start of something good don't you agree, I haven't felt like this in so many moons you know what I mean, and we can build through this destruction, as we are are standing on our feet"
Falling fast.........
my parachute won't open, can't open, kinda don't want it to open......
on the phone, don't like the phone.
up all night, laughing and laughing, at nothing.
making plans for the week...for the month.
looking foward to seeing him again and again.
breaking down my defenses with kindness and honesty and respectfulness.
familiar, but new....
and I haven't even touched the boy yet. ok, well we held hands once.
ah, a relationship that doesn't start with sex, haven't had one of those in ...oh about ten years.
Ok, ahead of myself....not a realtionship yet..maybe won't be. Not sure if I'm ready to do it again now...but love to take the risk...
"everyone knows I'm in over my head,
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage"
Falling fast.........
my parachute won't open, can't open, kinda don't want it to open......
on the phone, don't like the phone.
up all night, laughing and laughing, at nothing.
making plans for the week...for the month.
looking foward to seeing him again and again.
breaking down my defenses with kindness and honesty and respectfulness.
familiar, but new....
and I haven't even touched the boy yet. ok, well we held hands once.
ah, a relationship that doesn't start with sex, haven't had one of those in ...oh about ten years.
Ok, ahead of myself....not a realtionship yet..maybe won't be. Not sure if I'm ready to do it again now...but love to take the risk...
"everyone knows I'm in over my head,
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage"