December 11, 2005
I had a great date the other night and I am going to leave it at that , a really good date. She went away for the weekend which is nice because I do not have to wonder whether or not I should have to call her. You know , the whole dilemma of whether to act like I don't care or do I need to be aggressive. That decision was made for me! I have no expectations from women after last months fiasco.
About that, all of the voice mails from early November are coming up to delete and this girl really turned on a dime. I looked at some of the text messages I saved from her and they make me more confused. "Your so sexy." " I had another dream about you."
Well, refocus on the positives. A couple of songs we made out to keep coming on that remind me of the nights we made out in one of our cars until four in the morning. It was so simple. We didn't even touch each others goodies, we just kissed. It was like Junior high except we did not have cars.
I had a great date the other night and I am going to leave it at that , a really good date. She went away for the weekend which is nice because I do not have to wonder whether or not I should have to call her. You know , the whole dilemma of whether to act like I don't care or do I need to be aggressive. That decision was made for me! I have no expectations from women after last months fiasco.
About that, all of the voice mails from early November are coming up to delete and this girl really turned on a dime. I looked at some of the text messages I saved from her and they make me more confused. "Your so sexy." " I had another dream about you."
Well, refocus on the positives. A couple of songs we made out to keep coming on that remind me of the nights we made out in one of our cars until four in the morning. It was so simple. We didn't even touch each others goodies, we just kissed. It was like Junior high except we did not have cars.
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