so let me tell you guys what happened last saturday. I go to this great party at some big wherehouse. my friend emily was celebrating her birhtday and her band was playing with a couple of others, then some theater group, then a dj. kegs, full bar,food etc. A bunch of us went including a lot of the people i work with who are so fun to hang out with. even my boss was there making us laugh are asses off dancing to emily's band like a little baby doll. i noticed this very tall brunette with these beautiful green eyes starring at me ( when I caught her she blushed and looked away) so i waited a couple of minutes and walk over. we ended up over in the corner and immediately became engulfed in a great conversation. she was so challenging yet totally generous, wide awake, and extremely flirty ( not the corny trying too hard kid of flirty,the good natural can't help it kind).
softening up her tone here and there, looking down at my lips and neck then darting her focus back up to me. we both gravitated closer to each other as we talked. i loved not only everything she had to say but watching her say it. her lips move, her eyebrows rise and fall, her soft voice. I could'nt take it anymore, i caught her mid sentence with a very powerful kiss, dropped back, she was speechless for a second
face lit up grinning and breathing deeply. she was about to say "Wow" i think but i got her again. this time the kiss lasted a very long time and developed itself into a very sensual makeout session. gently carressing each others faces, tightly holding hands, I pulled her deep into to me by her lower back. this went on for awhile. until i noticed a teardrop splash on my cheek. i quickly pull away.
"What's wrong?"
looking down she sadly shakes her head, and looks back up at me with tears in her pretty green eyes. then i knew.
" You have a boyfriend, huh?"
she of course nods her head in aggreance. i felt very put off like 'fuck it, you obviously want me, your not married, don't squash this beautiful thing over some fuckhead you used to love with but are still stuck to just because of some lame ass technicality!' but i held this feeling back. I sighed, nodded my head, kissed her on the forehead and walked away. she grabbed my arm but i gently brushed her off, walked back and found my friends.
Ian said... " where's that gorgeous gal you were rappin with."
I looked at him shakin out the lapel on my jacket
"which one?!" buddabing!
we both laughed, me faking my good mood of course.
We hung around another for awhile, i kind of wanted to leave but we all carpooled and i didn't want to ruin anybody's night taking me home. i ended up later seein the girl with her boyfriend, he of course was a total douchebag, and she looked really depressed to be with him. he was totally fucked up, howlin away with a group of his beerbuddies while she stood frowning with her arms crossed while they all ignored her. she once in awhile looked at me almost in a pleading way, but i would break eye contact and start up some chit chat with some random idiot. After she left i felt very bummed out. I nursed a glass of merlot in the corner on some couch.
two girls walk over to me and one of them asked me for a lighter.
"I think i have some matches" i dig around around in my jacket and hand them the matches and went back to moping.
They both stood there looking down at me with slight frowns on their faces. Then one of them kissed me on the cheek and walked away, and the other did the same and followed her friend outside. It was weird, like they had some psycic girl thing going on and knew what had just happened. but thinking back it was probably because i looked totllay pathetic. but it made me feel a little better, so i got up, rejoined my friends for the third time and began having fun once again. after the party we all went to this 24hour chinese place on wilshire and ate until we almost popped, i was dropped off and i want to bed. that is what happened.
softening up her tone here and there, looking down at my lips and neck then darting her focus back up to me. we both gravitated closer to each other as we talked. i loved not only everything she had to say but watching her say it. her lips move, her eyebrows rise and fall, her soft voice. I could'nt take it anymore, i caught her mid sentence with a very powerful kiss, dropped back, she was speechless for a second
face lit up grinning and breathing deeply. she was about to say "Wow" i think but i got her again. this time the kiss lasted a very long time and developed itself into a very sensual makeout session. gently carressing each others faces, tightly holding hands, I pulled her deep into to me by her lower back. this went on for awhile. until i noticed a teardrop splash on my cheek. i quickly pull away.
"What's wrong?"
looking down she sadly shakes her head, and looks back up at me with tears in her pretty green eyes. then i knew.
" You have a boyfriend, huh?"
she of course nods her head in aggreance. i felt very put off like 'fuck it, you obviously want me, your not married, don't squash this beautiful thing over some fuckhead you used to love with but are still stuck to just because of some lame ass technicality!' but i held this feeling back. I sighed, nodded my head, kissed her on the forehead and walked away. she grabbed my arm but i gently brushed her off, walked back and found my friends.
Ian said... " where's that gorgeous gal you were rappin with."
I looked at him shakin out the lapel on my jacket
"which one?!" buddabing!
we both laughed, me faking my good mood of course.
We hung around another for awhile, i kind of wanted to leave but we all carpooled and i didn't want to ruin anybody's night taking me home. i ended up later seein the girl with her boyfriend, he of course was a total douchebag, and she looked really depressed to be with him. he was totally fucked up, howlin away with a group of his beerbuddies while she stood frowning with her arms crossed while they all ignored her. she once in awhile looked at me almost in a pleading way, but i would break eye contact and start up some chit chat with some random idiot. After she left i felt very bummed out. I nursed a glass of merlot in the corner on some couch.
two girls walk over to me and one of them asked me for a lighter.
"I think i have some matches" i dig around around in my jacket and hand them the matches and went back to moping.
They both stood there looking down at me with slight frowns on their faces. Then one of them kissed me on the cheek and walked away, and the other did the same and followed her friend outside. It was weird, like they had some psycic girl thing going on and knew what had just happened. but thinking back it was probably because i looked totllay pathetic. but it made me feel a little better, so i got up, rejoined my friends for the third time and began having fun once again. after the party we all went to this 24hour chinese place on wilshire and ate until we almost popped, i was dropped off and i want to bed. that is what happened.
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