Well goddamn it. I can hardly bear to admit this, but I think I'm getting bored.
I swore that school ending was the best thing to happen in the past ten years, but adjusting to having leisure time is not as easy as you'd think. It's actually the monotony of my job that's driving me crazy. Every day is the same. No fun. Nothing new. Just anxiously watching the clock like it's the all-powerfull god that controlls my whole existence (well it kinda is...), waiting longingly for a break and eventually for quitting time, like going home alone to my tiny little appartment to watch cartoons in bed will somehow be ten million times better than being at work (well it kinda is...).
This might just be the inspiration I need to call it quits with this shit and look for a real job. I've got the resume and the portfolio together, It's just a matter of doing it now.
I think I'll just have another beer first.
I swore that school ending was the best thing to happen in the past ten years, but adjusting to having leisure time is not as easy as you'd think. It's actually the monotony of my job that's driving me crazy. Every day is the same. No fun. Nothing new. Just anxiously watching the clock like it's the all-powerfull god that controlls my whole existence (well it kinda is...), waiting longingly for a break and eventually for quitting time, like going home alone to my tiny little appartment to watch cartoons in bed will somehow be ten million times better than being at work (well it kinda is...).
This might just be the inspiration I need to call it quits with this shit and look for a real job. I've got the resume and the portfolio together, It's just a matter of doing it now.
I think I'll just have another beer first.