Just finished th crazy christmas thing. I will have to admit that it was an amazing day overall.
STarted off at moms then traveled to the dads.
Gawd I love seperated parents on holidays.
I am looking forward to it myself.
.Actually things eith ryan and I have been really good. Regardless of anything we will be friends. I care for him and I want nothing but happiness on both ends, therefore I will move on and alow him to live his life.
I have realized that I have a tough time meeting anyone right now, I have kinda pushed people of interest away. I think I fear getting close to some1 and developing feelings for them. Love sucks haha!!
hmmm. I am slowly self motivating myself so I can start selling some of my creations. I have been slacking big time.
speaking of motivating I think I shall do it now...
STarted off at moms then traveled to the dads.
Gawd I love seperated parents on holidays.
I am looking forward to it myself.
![frown](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/frown.cec081026989.gif)
I have realized that I have a tough time meeting anyone right now, I have kinda pushed people of interest away. I think I fear getting close to some1 and developing feelings for them. Love sucks haha!!
hmmm. I am slowly self motivating myself so I can start selling some of my creations. I have been slacking big time.
speaking of motivating I think I shall do it now...
![skull](https://dz3ixmv6nok8z.cloudfront.net/static/img/emoticons/skull.4242d54c7e24.gif)
anyway, merry christmas