So its been a long last month of summer. Here on cape its like like ends after labor day so you better make it good now. So lets see to make a long story short Nate and I broke up again but i think it will stick this time. Its better this way even tho sometimes its hard. I have been hanging out with an old friemd from the drug days of my former life becayse he is clean now to. i love hanging out with him but sometimes its hard because i am so relaxed about stuff and he had bi-polar, ocd, and a sitsophrenic type disorder. I try to understand everything but its hard sometimes. I really enjoy his company and am trying hard to better get it and to help him deal. I start winter work tomorrow. Can you be excided scared and kinda sad all at the same time?? ohhhhhhhhhh and i turned 21 yesterday yay!! legal drinking
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