FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!
This is one of the times where you feel like crap and you don't know what is going on.
First, I asked if Jennifer would like to go to the Teahouse sometime this week and she said that she didn't know if she could because she had her OChem final on Friday and so I asked if how about next week and she said maybe, that she would have to see how her week pans out because she is starting OChem 2 next week. I told her that if she gets a break to let me know.
So I don't know know what this all means, and now I am just as confused as ever. This is kind of what happened with the movie thing, I just asked if she wanted to do something last weekend and she said that she had to go to Littleton for her sister's birthday. Then she called me on Friday and said let's go to Bewitched. So I am not totally screwed yet, but I definitely don't know where we stand, if she likes me or not. I guess, I just have to wait it out and see if she talks to me or not this week.
I just wish the world was like, hey I like you and then the other person is like hey I like or don't like you. But instead we have all of these little games and words that we use to send signals to each other.
It will be better tomorrow, it's just times like this that it feels bad, until then I have my music:
"I lived through a record one summer last fall.
The singer said something I could only feel.
I saw him this morning he still looked real real.
God I need him here tonight.
I just know he'd get this right."
-Jets To Brazil "One Summer Last Fall"
This is one of the times where you feel like crap and you don't know what is going on.
First, I asked if Jennifer would like to go to the Teahouse sometime this week and she said that she didn't know if she could because she had her OChem final on Friday and so I asked if how about next week and she said maybe, that she would have to see how her week pans out because she is starting OChem 2 next week. I told her that if she gets a break to let me know.
So I don't know know what this all means, and now I am just as confused as ever. This is kind of what happened with the movie thing, I just asked if she wanted to do something last weekend and she said that she had to go to Littleton for her sister's birthday. Then she called me on Friday and said let's go to Bewitched. So I am not totally screwed yet, but I definitely don't know where we stand, if she likes me or not. I guess, I just have to wait it out and see if she talks to me or not this week.
I just wish the world was like, hey I like you and then the other person is like hey I like or don't like you. But instead we have all of these little games and words that we use to send signals to each other.
It will be better tomorrow, it's just times like this that it feels bad, until then I have my music:
"I lived through a record one summer last fall.
The singer said something I could only feel.
I saw him this morning he still looked real real.
God I need him here tonight.
I just know he'd get this right."
-Jets To Brazil "One Summer Last Fall"
well then...keep us posted. and continue to bury yourself in your music.