fuck you - because this is the best advise you'll ever get.
GOD I need my fuckin PAYCHECK oh ya you know what I'm taking about.
Drunk. Need sex. No sex. Stuck. Passed out boy. Smokin where i shouldn't be. i don't give a FUCK
the bars here fuckin suck,, why the hell did i move here again???/ So people can act pretensous ( i spelled that wrong) in a little town? Goddamn I miss Chicago.
What the hell is it worth anyway? I mean, all of this, all of this fake shit. "oh you are so cute!" "oh my god, I know" Pointless.
We are all stuck in our little shells, pretending that what we go through , what we care about, matters. At all.
Well, It doesn't . And that's ok, because I found out tonight what really matters and none of this shit does. I lost my bank card, and that doesn't matter.
You and I, ya we're the same. We go throught the same shit. Feeling like we'll never get to the point we want to be in life, wondering why we even try, If we'll ever be good enough for this or for that or to this person....
Ya know what I gotta say about that? I fuckin rock. AND YOU FUCKING ROCK. Beign a CEO or an SG (ha) or any other abstract false title - doesn't meen a GODDAMN THING> none of us are worth anything/and we aree worth everything to ourselves - And that is where the beauty lies.
SO tomorrow when you wake up = give a big middle finger to everything: to jesus to your "friends" to your "lover" because the only person you can count on is yourself - and that's a good thing. that's a strong thing - and you better never fuckin forget it, never fuckin forget = from the time you wake tomorrow to the day you die.
So fuck it. FUCK STANDARDS - who succeeds and who is a failer - that shit is a lie. AND quite being fake - be who you are all the time around everyone and if they don't like it they can lick your goddamn boots.
Never let anyone step on you.
Stay fuckin tough. I'm drunk - goodnight.
GOD I need my fuckin PAYCHECK oh ya you know what I'm taking about.
Drunk. Need sex. No sex. Stuck. Passed out boy. Smokin where i shouldn't be. i don't give a FUCK
the bars here fuckin suck,, why the hell did i move here again???/ So people can act pretensous ( i spelled that wrong) in a little town? Goddamn I miss Chicago.
What the hell is it worth anyway? I mean, all of this, all of this fake shit. "oh you are so cute!" "oh my god, I know" Pointless.
We are all stuck in our little shells, pretending that what we go through , what we care about, matters. At all.
Well, It doesn't . And that's ok, because I found out tonight what really matters and none of this shit does. I lost my bank card, and that doesn't matter.
You and I, ya we're the same. We go throught the same shit. Feeling like we'll never get to the point we want to be in life, wondering why we even try, If we'll ever be good enough for this or for that or to this person....
Ya know what I gotta say about that? I fuckin rock. AND YOU FUCKING ROCK. Beign a CEO or an SG (ha) or any other abstract false title - doesn't meen a GODDAMN THING> none of us are worth anything/and we aree worth everything to ourselves - And that is where the beauty lies.
SO tomorrow when you wake up = give a big middle finger to everything: to jesus to your "friends" to your "lover" because the only person you can count on is yourself - and that's a good thing. that's a strong thing - and you better never fuckin forget it, never fuckin forget = from the time you wake tomorrow to the day you die.
So fuck it. FUCK STANDARDS - who succeeds and who is a failer - that shit is a lie. AND quite being fake - be who you are all the time around everyone and if they don't like it they can lick your goddamn boots.
Never let anyone step on you.
Stay fuckin tough. I'm drunk - goodnight.
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as far as me goin to portland, after seeing ALL your pics, i wont be there soon enough.
get up with me about your address so i can sendya some fun stuff
xoxox
JT
We can absolutly train together. I just need a refresher on what we had talked about doing. It's been a little while. I'm thinking about making a trip out to Portland in the next couple of months, and anytime you plan to visit Seattle we can hook up.