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After a little bout with Depression and anxiety. I am okay now. I started the Adkins diet last Weds and I have already lost 9 lbs <3 I'm excited. I know that once I reintroduce carbs into my diet I'll gain some of the weight back so I've been working on Running everyday just to get into the habit of doing so.
I'm a little stressed out at work, because things are really slow and last time things were slow like that, I was let go....><
This weekend I took Alice (along with Sujey) to the bus stop. Sujey is not taking it very well at the moment. She is freaking out about being without her. I can sympathize really...but sometimes... I feel like she should look at me and realize that I've been without my boyfriend and even when Alice gets back..I'll still be without him. I think that is what gets me through the hard times. I know friends who have miliary boyfriends and husbands who don't see them for a year and half going on 2 years. So I can handle 8 months you know... She should do that it would make her feel better. lol
My aunt died. I'm not broken up about it, simply because I didn't know her well (Its hard to get close to extended family when they are in another country) But what does make me cry is my mother. It was her baby sister that died. Keep in mind i haven't really talked to my parents since April of 2007...recently my mom started texting me, so i suppose the lines of communication are open once more. I want to go home to comfort her, but the truth is I don't have the guts to return home yet and face them...and when I do, I want Gregory Standing by me....and that is not going to be for another couple months..
After a little bout with Depression and anxiety. I am okay now. I started the Adkins diet last Weds and I have already lost 9 lbs <3 I'm excited. I know that once I reintroduce carbs into my diet I'll gain some of the weight back so I've been working on Running everyday just to get into the habit of doing so.
I'm a little stressed out at work, because things are really slow and last time things were slow like that, I was let go....><
This weekend I took Alice (along with Sujey) to the bus stop. Sujey is not taking it very well at the moment. She is freaking out about being without her. I can sympathize really...but sometimes... I feel like she should look at me and realize that I've been without my boyfriend and even when Alice gets back..I'll still be without him. I think that is what gets me through the hard times. I know friends who have miliary boyfriends and husbands who don't see them for a year and half going on 2 years. So I can handle 8 months you know... She should do that it would make her feel better. lol
My aunt died. I'm not broken up about it, simply because I didn't know her well (Its hard to get close to extended family when they are in another country) But what does make me cry is my mother. It was her baby sister that died. Keep in mind i haven't really talked to my parents since April of 2007...recently my mom started texting me, so i suppose the lines of communication are open once more. I want to go home to comfort her, but the truth is I don't have the guts to return home yet and face them...and when I do, I want Gregory Standing by me....and that is not going to be for another couple months..