Blood On My Hands
I sit here letting the ink
From my pen bleed on the page
Bringing back the pain
Memories flood my mind
Watching my friends drop
Late night calls
telling me
Another one is gone
I try to be strong
Revenge lays
heavy on my mind
But I cant let myself
go down that road again
Too much
blood on my hands
to ever wash away
I have to live every day
with the pain Ive caused
The lives Ive ended
My conscience weighs heavy
on my heart
And I try to move on
With this scared soul
and battered body
Wondering If I'll ever
Be able to let myself
be loved
If I'll ever be able
To live again
I sit here letting the ink
From my pen bleed on the page
Bringing back the pain
Memories flood my mind
Watching my friends drop
Late night calls
telling me
Another one is gone
I try to be strong
Revenge lays
heavy on my mind
But I cant let myself
go down that road again
Too much
blood on my hands
to ever wash away
I have to live every day
with the pain Ive caused
The lives Ive ended
My conscience weighs heavy
on my heart
And I try to move on
With this scared soul
and battered body
Wondering If I'll ever
Be able to let myself
be loved
If I'll ever be able
To live again