zombiepuncher

i am an interloper in life

I do believe there is a curse on my family. any time one of us gets ahead or tries to change things for the better they get beat down farther than they started.

I went to school to work on bikes because I hated the job I had and never wanted to go back. but I tried to break the flow of my life. what...
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so the bone in my leg has finally started to heal correctly.

there is enough growth that I can put weight on it . now it just comes down to making my leg muscles strong enough towalk without my crutches.

I will continue to go to physical therapy and hope it goes well.

maybe when I see the doctor again in 2 months ill be...
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yes I hate my life even more now

i hate my life.

thank you that is all

13 day till my next dr's appointment. hopefully they will tell me there is lots of bone growth in my leg. then I can start back at physical therapy strengthening my leg and walking on it.

the older I get the more I realize my world is shrinking. I have very few friends anymore, nor do I go anywhere or do anything anymore.

it has...
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this sucks

I whine a lot

it starting to get nice out and my leg is all jacked up still

im sooooo out of shape from not being able to walk without crutches, or drive anywhere .

so i've been playing a lot of my ps3 lately. I finished dishonored, south park the stick of truth, borderlands 2, assassins creed black flag. a couple of them I only lack a few side missions. so I tried to fire up Skyrim which I haven't played in a while and it freezes up whenever I get into the water. have to restart my whole...
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so I get to have surgery on my leg a 4th time

yay!!!

get to stay in the hospital 3 days and start all over at the beginning

yay!!

on top of that my anxiety has been driving me crazy having mini panic attacks all the time

I was watching Counting Cars and saw a '68 Plymouth Roadrunner at a place they stopped. it was...
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I think anime has ruined me for regular girls

I realized I have a serious thing for girls with pink hair lol

i think I just don't care anymore

I managed to sleep most of the day

I am sooo fucking bored

I just sit around all day waiting to get word on my 4th surgery

its hard to do shit on crutches which ive been on for like 7 months . cant work still not allowed to drive myself. ive read a lot of books ,played some video games even built a model. I just don't know what else to do...
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