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I'm in a pissy mood. I have been for so for a while. Elle is away and perhaps it is that or perhaps it is the 5 hours of sleep I am giving myself and not the 7 or so I usually get. When I am in a mood I get vulgar and my bran stops controlling my mouth. Today in class I suggested that...
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Last night was our neighbour's 50th birthday party. We were there mostly cause I volunteered to make vodka martinis, my speciality. Everyone should have don't you think? Either a martini or a speciality whichever. Anyway at the stroke of midnight everyone left except for Elle and I, of course Viv the birthday girl was there too, her hubby was heading up to bed and she...
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Put the 14-year-old on a bus to Kilarney to connect with a tall ship which is going to take him through Lakes Huron, St. Clair, Erie and Ontario, where 10 days from now I pick him up in the port of Toronto. He did not want to go, but was resigned to the inevitable. We're hoping the experience where he has to work with 26...
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Got back yesterday from the family road trip/vacation. Had a good time, may have been better if it were not for my 14 year old's black cloud. nothing new around here I noticed, still the slowest fucking website in the universe. I do not think I will continue with this update I am in a "mood"

later

physics final tomorrow 2PM. 3hours long, 20 multiple guess, 3 out of 5 problems to do. its all for 35% of the final grade. It looks like I have about 45% so far, so I need to get a 40% to get the mark I need. However if the final is anything like the last test I wrote then I should do better, as I...
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I wrote my last test last night, it went well I actually knew how to answer some of the questions. One of the long problem questions, where you have to draw a diagram of the problem identify all the sources of force, pressure velocity etc and then create an equation and solve it, I actually figured out how to do that, wrote the base equation...
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So the ointment seems to be working the itch has gone down big time. Now I dont have to look like a baseball player scratching my crotch incessantly.

I am still maintaining As in the labs, and Cs in the theory for physics. If I can keep this up I may walk away with a C or C+ in the end. I cannot believe that...
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Fucking tired
Taking a physics course. University level. Supposed to be for those artsy fartsys that did not take science in high school. Like me. I did do math though and did well. Anyway last week I was told my portfolio did not meet the standard and I would not be able to continue in the studio program - have to go into the theory....
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things have changed again. Continuing in school now looks very possible. talk about a rollercoaster ride

So it does not look like I will be able to continue in school. I am not totally surprised, I am disappointed, the biggest issue is what to do now. I guess it is back to the corporate world which did a great job in limiting my abilities to live the way I wish, curtailing all creativity and basically turning me into a shithole which...
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