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So I guess in your late 40's one does go through a crisis of some sort, or better yet use that clich to explain one's behaviours. I was worderised (perhaps bawled out is a better term) by this women who thought I was a weird-o for being in university considering my age. Like how dare I. I couldn't care about what her opinion was. So...
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change is everything. we have moved, yes actually sold the big fucking too expensive house and moved back into a rental property I own. we were looking for another place but in the end decided to downsize big time (4000 sq ft. to 1200) but it is a question of paying a mortgage or not. no mortgage is nice, we actually used some of the...
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So it is almost over for another year. Just copy work and submit the portfolio, exams are over and I get 4 months to reflect on my crazy life. Elle has granted permission that I do not have to work this summer however my to do list is rather long, and I want to fit in some photography/darkroom time as well draw and paint so...
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April 14th. Final engineering exam that morning. Then another school year is over. 2 down 3 or 4 to go. At least I'll get 4 months off. No summer classes or work, just relaxation, mixed in with sorting, packing the big move, unpacking, probably painting, and tones of work that needs to be done on the duplex. Anyway the next 4 weeks are the priority...
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SO I have cancelled my membership to this stupid little club, since they have gone in and taken my money last month my membership should continue until the end of the year. Of course considering their arbitrary actions around here I am sure they'll probably kick me out sooner. The last straw was when they decided to ban me from tagging sets for some arbitrary...
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been busy as heck building a model of a church based on a drawing by Durer he did in the 15th C.

Elle is away and the work and home load is high.

Horny too

Sigh...

So I was thinking of ending my subscription to this site. I do not really use it much anymore and thus need to justify the expenses. Alas I never got around to clicking the box terminating the auto renew and without me realizing it renewed. So I am here for another year. Guess I will try to make the most of it.

There has been...
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I am still in a discouraged mood but the semester ends Thursday and after that I have 20 days to complete a pile of stuff. the end is near. I cannot wait. I hope next semester will be better. I hope we can sell the house and resolve our money problems. I hope Elle finds some more work. Lots of hoping.

I noticed how vulgar...
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