I have been thinking about my activity on this site and feel like I don't socialize enough. I have never really been one to have a blog or take part in online communities. That being said, I want to be more social and active here. In all honesty I don't have very many friends. My hopes are to find a few people that I can at least build a casual friendship with. I'm a little weird and kinda awkward so making friends has always felt hard to me. But anyways, a little about me.
I'm 32, my name is Dustin and have been in a wheelchair since the summer of 2007. I like anime music science fantasy games and just hanging out watching movies and TV. I guess I'm trying to say that I'm an introvert. Most of the time I prefer to stay home and spend my time with few people around. I'm not saying I don't enjoy being social just that I need my me time.
As of right now I'm a full-time student studying for my associates in accounting and finance. I spent most of the past almost 13 and a half years in a depressed slump after becoming wheelchair bound. But I had someone give me the push I needed to start bettering myself. Even though she is no longer part of my life I have worked hard to get where I am and I'm not going to throw it away now. I have plans to get me back into the world and have my independence back.
I recently got out of an almost 3 year relationship. She said that she " wasn't happy and fell out of love " that I had done nothing wrong. I know I didn't. I gave her nothing but love and never tried to change or control her in any way. I guess I'm still a little sore about the break up but I'm doing what I can to move on.
On the subject being in a relationship, personally I would like my next relationship to be with someone that is more forward about what they want. Particularly when it comes to sex. I have no problem being the one that flirts and starts the intimacy, but it is nice when it's started by who I'm with. It makes me feel wanted and that means more to me than I know how to say. Honestly I'm not good at picking up on hints. Just putting that out there.
But I think I've rambled on enough. I think I'm going to try and post here more. Might be good for me. If you have read this far thank you and I hope you are having a wonderful day.
Ps. feel free to DM me if want I could probably use the company.