Sometimes you feel like you are utterly alone in the world, that nobody really gives a crap about your exsistance or even acknowledges it, and then something happens that gives you the slighest bit of hope and enough positive energy to make it through another day without seeing if your brain has a chewy center.
Thanksgiving basically blows, my only family up here is my...
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Thanksgiving basically blows, my only family up here is my...
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zillarian:
Stuff I have done
Well I finally moved the last of my crap into my apartment, and I realize I have too much crap. 
The good thing is I dug out my old photography portfolio and have been inspired to pick up my camera again and go looking for beautiful visions to shoot.
The thing with Ms. V didn't work out, I thought she was different and I was...
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The good thing is I dug out my old photography portfolio and have been inspired to pick up my camera again and go looking for beautiful visions to shoot.
The thing with Ms. V didn't work out, I thought she was different and I was...
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Well I'm moving once again, hopefully this time I will be able to stay in place for awhile and <gasp> unpack my crap. I'm going from a comfortable 10x10 section of a basement to a 3 bedroom apartment, all for me! And my crap. I actually don't have alot left, probably three loads in my friends borrowed pickup should do it. Luckily he can let...
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lovely:
I love the big smiley pic. of you in your folder! 
zillarian:
Hmmm. a cryptic comment and a compliment.... Well thanks for the compliment, I was feeling goofy at that moment, though that isn't a rare occurance. As for helping, that would depend on what that help entailed.... 
zillarian:
Tis me
Still waiting to hear on the job. The owner of the non-profit is in Europe and I need to interview with him first. It's basically just driving me nuts waiting to know. I wouldn't be starting until after Jan. 1st anyways.
On the bright side it snowed yesterday and I didn't have to bother to shovel out until I felt like it instead of at...
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On the bright side it snowed yesterday and I didn't have to bother to shovel out until I felt like it instead of at...
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minceir:
It would be nice if it snowed here once, it is hot and does not cool down till almost night is over. 
zillarian:
lol, no problem, you come here for the winter I'll go down there
I was up for joining a nationwide tour as a photographer. A job were it would be exciting and fun but I would be poor. That fell through but led to a potential job where it will be mostly dull, a little interesting, but I will be making 25% more than I ever have in my life, plus full bennies.
Im not sure if I'm...
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Im not sure if I'm...
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heatherann:
There is no such thing as perfect, doll.
Congratulations on the new job with bennies. That's the best.
Congratulations on the new job with bennies. That's the best.
zillarian:
true enough, but you come really really close.
Well today was a bit of a PITA, took me two hows to drive into Boston to visit my new oncologist. (great, I get to be felt up by a new middle aged man
On my way out of Boston my check engine light comes on and almost simultaniously a Boston cop flips his lights on. It seems I might have been a little remiss...
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On my way out of Boston my check engine light comes on and almost simultaniously a Boston cop flips his lights on. It seems I might have been a little remiss...
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minceir:
wish they did that here, get all the crap off the road and possibly have lower road accidents, possibly.
i'm not smiling, so will you really shoot the frog?