i need to lighten up 
too much focus on
i love my cats
i need to lighten up
too much focus on
i love my cats
i just found out that my very first boyfriend... in fact my first sexual experience.... died a few days ago. it is so strange. i have had 4 people my age that i cared about die now so far. one murdered. two suicide. and Russ.... i don't know yet. i'm trying to find his mom. need to say to her that i will remember him....
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more pictures. one of me, no makeup... the usual me. then me made up. and mr. potato head and zilah when they were babies.
i am feeling crazy and bored and amazed with my job all at the same time. i hate being single. i don't have time to search to meet someone... but i am lonely. argh.
i'm just going to do what i...
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i am feeling crazy and bored and amazed with my job all at the same time. i hate being single. i don't have time to search to meet someone... but i am lonely. argh.
i'm just going to do what i...
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artrob:
your tatoo is amazing!!
Hey, 31 is the new black
Hey, 31 is the new black
_jimmy:
I really like that back piece!
as well as your other pics. look good with both makeup on and off
single? \I feel your pain. lonely really sucks.
as well as your other pics. look good with both makeup on and off
single? \I feel your pain. lonely really sucks.
zilah:
random
will update extensively tomorrow. right now... wine and Howl's Moving Castle.
pardon my rant last journal... one of those days... out of my system now.
got more tattoo today... i'm so addicted. and it is so lovely. i'll post a picture when i get out of the bandage
got more tattoo today... i'm so addicted. and it is so lovely. i'll post a picture when i get out of the bandage
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_jimmy:
Im all for a good rant!
I like your new picture btw, very pretty!
I like your new picture btw, very pretty!
it is amazing to me sometimes... the way people begin to live in anothers light... and then lose themselves... i know i have been quilty of it myself a few times in my life... but... it still amazes me.
clean it off... the slate. pushing the restart button. leaving all of it behind... done..... done
it is also very amazing to me how hard it...
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clean it off... the slate. pushing the restart button. leaving all of it behind... done..... done
it is also very amazing to me how hard it...
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hxg:
"it is our light, not our darkness that most firghtens us..." -Marianne Williamson
you're right - when we don't see our own light it is easy to get lost in another's
you're right - when we don't see our own light it is easy to get lost in another's
new picture... from last night even.
grrrrrr i'm a monster
grrrrrr i'm a monster
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spacecadet66:
Wow. Great picture!
You look really sexy in that picture
You look really sexy in that picture
tafkasp:
just wanted to say "hi". happened upon your profile as being a person in my area. and it turns out, your journal entries intrigued me. my, you have been on quite a mass movie watching spree. any recommendations? i'm so out of the loop these days.
oh and p.s. nice favorite bands list. (i'm sure you already know, but Low is playing the Independent soon.
anyway, it's late and i'm tired. just wanted to say "hey".
oh and p.s. nice favorite bands list. (i'm sure you already know, but Low is playing the Independent soon.
anyway, it's late and i'm tired. just wanted to say "hey".
i know its been a little while... but my god, work has been crazy!
i have watched a ton of movies in the past few weeks though... i'll try to remenber:
millions
old boy
skeleton key
dinner at eight
through the glass darkly
parrots of telegraph hill
the notebook
surviving christmas
naussica
david and lisa(1962)
harry potter- the new one
before sunset
sg dvd
velvet...
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i have watched a ton of movies in the past few weeks though... i'll try to remenber:
millions
old boy
skeleton key
dinner at eight
through the glass darkly
parrots of telegraph hill
the notebook
surviving christmas
naussica
david and lisa(1962)
harry potter- the new one
before sunset
sg dvd
velvet...
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_jimmy:
I've seen old boy, I really like that one. pretty fucked up but really well done. none of the others, save for surviving xmus but I didnt make it through that one.
spacecadet66:
What kind of projector do you have ?
I work for an Engineering School and when I bought a new projector for the school I donated the old one to myself
Now I just need a good sound system to go with it.
Why no love life? You look beautiful in your picture What are you looking for ?
I work for an Engineering School and when I bought a new projector for the school I donated the old one to myself
Now I just need a good sound system to go with it.
Why no love life? You look beautiful in your picture
What are you looking for ?last night it was just me and my friend makers mark.
watched....
crash
crouching tiger hidden dragon
spirited away
(the last 2 counted towards the 2006 movie count since it was after midnight at that point)
tomorrow i have to correct 34 research papers. that is what i get for procrastinating. ugh.........
watched....
crash
crouching tiger hidden dragon
spirited away
(the last 2 counted towards the 2006 movie count since it was after midnight at that point)
tomorrow i have to correct 34 research papers. that is what i get for procrastinating. ugh.........
spacecadet66:
Happy New Year
I watched American Pie Band Camp last night. It was pretty good and had a hot goth chick in it.
During the winter break I've watched the entire Firefly series followed by Serenity, Into the Blue, Heavy Metal again (one of my favorites), Bad Santa (on Christmas Morning).
I would have watched more but I've been caught up with the site and going out to drink.
Currently my DVD collection is at 346 movies.
Do you rent or own your movies ?
I watched American Pie Band Camp last night. It was pretty good and had a hot goth chick in it.
During the winter break I've watched the entire Firefly series followed by Serenity, Into the Blue, Heavy Metal again (one of my favorites), Bad Santa (on Christmas Morning).
I would have watched more but I've been caught up with the site and going out to drink.
Currently my DVD collection is at 346 movies.
Do you rent or own your movies ?
_jimmy:
can't say I like crouching tiger, im not a huge kung fu fan - unless there are zombies (versus etc)
Haven't watched the other two though.
Im gonna lie down now cause my brain just fell on the floor... goodnight
(versus etc)
Haven't watched the other two though.
Im gonna lie down now cause my brain just fell on the floor... goodnight
i am much safer just sitting in my apartment watching tons of movies... which is what i have been doing. alone of course. and it is probably what i will be doing into the new year.
it's not all bad. i have a great best friend, a cute little apartment, and a pretty good work schedule.
i think that 2006 will contain a very numb...
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it's not all bad. i have a great best friend, a cute little apartment, and a pretty good work schedule.
i think that 2006 will contain a very numb...
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i don't know... i have had such pointless pain happen to me the past few months... and part of me wants to vent and scream and whine, but then i think that so many have it worse, and that it could be worse for me... so i just go numb with alcohol and try to keep my mouth and heart shut about it all.
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spacecadet66:
Actually myself not so much into the drama.
Hope you'll be feeling better in the new year.
Hope you'll be feeling better in the new year.
cats are a good place to start.
thay definetly have the right idea.