xheartswornx

Begin with an introduction of self, something we should know about you that might not make the first impression list when meeting you for the first time:

It's fairly obvious that I'm shy when I first meet anyone, but one (or two or three) things that I freely share with friends, strangers, and strangers that are on their way to becoming friends are hugs, kisses,...
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Nominated by @victoriaboness back in January, but I only recently had my account reactivated so I'm giving it a shot before I go (again).

1. Name

Nowadays most of my friends know me as Xander due to Roller Derby and my gamertags/online persona, but older friends and family call me by my first name (Josh) though I enjoy like going by a variation of my...
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I did steal this from @nebula so I could sneak in a few more posts before my membership expires (again) in 4 days (from tonight).

1. What song have you been listening to on repeat lately?

Lewis Capaldi's "Before You Go" which hits really hard these days for (somewhat) obvious reasons as the world goes mad and mental health becomes a full time job.

2....
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She always wore makeup. Always.

Eyeliner, lipstick, a touch of blush.

She painted on a smile to wear everywhere she went whether she intended to attend a party or was pulled along with only a minor amount of kicking and screaming like a hormonal teenager torn between seeing the boy of her dreams and sparing herself from embarrassment. Never once did her smile smudge or...
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I've only begun delving into the written word after a long absence from that satisfying saccharine glaze that coats my tongue and stimulates the warm red fireworks synapses within. Although most people might equate a simple absence to that of riding a bike, there is a slight imbalance that occurs when reacquainting oneself with a stimulus that has been silent for so long. Much like...
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I left Suicide Girls at the tail end of 2019 and have been away almost nine months. Recently, I participated in the #FirstSG crush event that happened on social media and earned myself a month back on the site, but I waited almost two weeks to come back because I have been busy with work, stress, and thoughts on what I might want to say...
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I've already published my "final" blog with a few wise words and the sappy revelation of endless unconditional love for all of you that have followed or supported me over the years, but I wanted to throw out a few quick words as I try to catch up on a few of my favorite sets release over the past month (among over 200 bookmarked).

I've...
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Dear friends,

It's been one hell of a long journey these past few years and even longer if you were to count my first days struggling to fit in as an awe-struck young buck unfamiliar with love and the mysteries it continues to hold for us all. We've all had many ups and downs, climbed many mountains, swam across the ocean numerous times, and looked...
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