heres a good lesson i learned today, do not have black people as freinds associates or anything, despite what persona they give you theyll turn on you quicker than you can whip out your gun, so be careful. also trying to freind people ive let down in the past has been difficult, trying to redeem my stupid ass sometimes is just about impossible. still no word from my "angel" who knows whats going on with that, i almost wouldnt care if it werent her 20th b day this sunday. well folks it seems regular spice wont fix my issues right so maybe something stronger, acid, e, whatever maybe off myself who knows haha but rest assured itll all be better off however things turn out right.