not that that's always a bad thing, mind you, as a mind at play can ru(l)e the day
or - at the very least - keep it interesting, to be certain ;)
'course, my mind has always made its own tracks, on whim ( and sometimes worry )...
the gifts it tenders often soft, but sometimes rotten - aye, but it's the core of it all that portends ( and pretends? )
I've called it "thinking sideways", for better, worse, or wild - advantageous a'times but running around as often as flitting above...
a multi-track mind, to be certain, though with tracks sometimes on similiar routes
mind and eyes, body, legs, and smile each of their own accordance... and distracting, aye, indeed !
ANYways, whatever the weather and whichever its pleasure, the mind will as it want and wont alike
whilst I oft ignore its wanderings, the destination - or e'en stops en route - can be intriguing, to say the least
( "the least!" )
*ahem*
moving on...
I daresay, however, that I do maintain a control of my physical fount and fancy, unquestionable...
control is my mainstay when it comes to the mind o'er matter ( or the matters of the mind in said respect )
that's not to say that desire hasn't reckoned - s'been years, but aye, it surely has...!
BUT... a well-controlled reckoning, this desire, even when the subjects thereof once ( or twice ) had asked - and e'en begged - for me to lose and loose control
as dangerous as I know my mind can be, ne'er willit to play uncontrolled with my physicality... gods of the 7 hells, no !
my desires are a playground I wouldn't unleash upon e'en the willing - and ne'er the unwilling
aye, I have cravings - and of these I've indulged... and e'en earned nicknames thereof ( "the G.O.T.," "AK (Aussie Kisses," etc )
...though I have wondered how long a nickname lasts when it's earnament has been unreleased in nigh a decade
( since '07, sadly... well, so some have said - I've gone longer in my younger days and changed much since the last...
haven't e'en kissed since I last had teeth, so would it e'en be the same ? would I still be the "great kisser" I was once dubbed ? )
either way and ANYways/ANYwilts, I would fear I would tear an object of desire to shreds and leave nothing of flesh ( or, at least, sanity ) remaining should control be unleashed
I've seen its wicked thoughts in dreams and desires alike, I've tested its limits in mere moments of days gone by...
but always in control
and before my mind pulls me further - or astray - I shall leave this posting for now ;)
until next I stray, my Lovelies and Gentlefolk, Farethee Well and Remember: Life Is About Living !
twittage ::
10/30 :
even with some partial-tooth pain and some accompanied jaw swelling, weekend with the spawnlings went very well and we had lots of fun :)
10/31 :
if anyone ever asks, swollen and infected glands under the tongue and in the cheek can be quite painful... they gave me amox for it *sigh*
11/2 :
"Many early MN [N0bama2.0] voters are finding out it's too late to change their vote" - too bad MN Lemon Laws don't apply to elections
11/3 :
buzzing relentlessly, pounding on door, then buzzing again will NOT get you in - particularly when it's not me home but a private guest...
now that I AM back home, as I promised my guest privacy, whomever you are you are NOT welcome in - I wasn't expecting anyone else as it is
many of my friends have unusual quirks or even disorders or disabilities - you don't have to understand but I expect respect to wishes...
I don't see my friends often, I even moreso expect the respect I and they deserve - it's one of MY quirks that people don't "just show up"
11/4 :
it's weirdly kind of fun when someone tells me about/shows me a poem I'd given them or written for them :)
11/4 II :
"How's your sister doing?"
hells, I haven't even BEEN to Vegas in years now
"I thought she was living with your father?"
oh, THAT sister - sorry, have no idea
amused that the first person that came to mind is Sis Danielle :)
This Week's Random Playlist ::
Slaughter - The Wild Life [entire album]
Wednesday 13 - Transylvania 90210: Songs Of Death, Dying, And The Dead [entire album]
David Bowie - [multiple entire albums]
Lordi - [multiple entire albums]
The Pretty Reckless - Going To Hell [entire album]
Poison - Greatest Hits 1986-1996 [entire album]
watched recently :
via netflix/hulu/amazon:
Supergirl (1st/2nd Season)
Supernatural (5th Season)
The Flash (1st/3rd Season)
Legends Of Tomorrow (2nd Season)
ownedflix:
Disney's Alice Through The Looking Glass
The Brothers Grimm
Goosebumps
X-Men: Apocalypse
Trick 'r Treat
Creepshow 2
The Devil's Carnival
Alleluia! The Devil's Carnival
-thom Wolfox sR Rhose
unusualist - I have yet to find a religion and/or spirituality that fits my own personal beliefs... other than, of course, the fact I am a (fallen) god.