Okay...so I think I wrote a song (songs?). Or song-ish thing. It sounds like it could be a song, but I've never done it before, so don't judge me too harshly. And don't steal, yo.
Straight from my journal, no editing, raw and untouched (the themes/topics change unexpectedly, I know, so I'll separate the pieces into paragraphs so the theme-changes aren't too abrupt):
You're impregnated...
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Straight from my journal, no editing, raw and untouched (the themes/topics change unexpectedly, I know, so I'll separate the pieces into paragraphs so the theme-changes aren't too abrupt):
You're impregnated...
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visara:
I'm only getting around to do this now ...
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I am not in love with him. Just addicted to his company. And I think he's becoming addicted to mine, which is nice. We sang "Bring Me To Life" together last night, which I've been trying to hint at doing for a long time, but he was all "I don't want to hear Evanescence." Fuck that shit, I love Evanescence. They be mah favorite band,...
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Ida Maria is so good to listen to when I need a boost. I love her. If you haven't given her a listen, get to it. She's amazing.
I didn't want to fall in love with him. But I think I did. And I don't know why; I can see all his faults laid out plainly and he says he's found his soulmate in his...
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I didn't want to fall in love with him. But I think I did. And I don't know why; I can see all his faults laid out plainly and he says he's found his soulmate in his...
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viking:
next step, the girlfriend herself! 
hmmm, i'll go check her out, thanks for the tip...
personally, i'd tell him, but know it might not go the way you want. just coz, its better to regret things that happen than regret things hat didnt.
hmmm, i'll go check her out, thanks for the tip...
personally, i'd tell him, but know it might not go the way you want. just coz, its better to regret things that happen than regret things hat didnt.
I just heard an awesome song: "Boys With Girlfriends" by Meiko. My life in a song.
Love it.
And I would really like to just...punch my best friend in the face. He's being...I don't even know what he's being, but I feel like he needs a good smack in the mouth, as Colonel Gentleman would say. This week has been like...serious "Ignore my friends for...
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Love it.
And I would really like to just...punch my best friend in the face. He's being...I don't even know what he's being, but I feel like he needs a good smack in the mouth, as Colonel Gentleman would say. This week has been like...serious "Ignore my friends for...
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viking:
Oooh, I'm gonna go listen to that! My friends are too geeky to have girlfriends so I never have that problem. (Thanks for the set comment pretty lady x)
I am officially commissioning myself to create a proper soundtrack for my life. It must include music from each stage of my life and music that pertains to each stage of my life through lyrics and style.
Oh yes. I love music.
I suppose it'll have to be a series of soundtrack albums, since hundreds of songs don't fit on one disc. Ha ha. Make...
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Oh yes. I love music.
I suppose it'll have to be a series of soundtrack albums, since hundreds of songs don't fit on one disc. Ha ha. Make...
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viking:
Ooooh, good choices! Have you seen that Family Guy episode when he has a soundtrack to everything he does? 
I love giant-sized note cards. I just love them.
I also love lots of music. Lots and lots of music.
Oooh, the shadows are long and I have a new roll of black and white film. I have two new rolls, actually. And a professional model is coming to class tomorrow to pose for us; I am super excited.
Saving my money for a good...
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I also love lots of music. Lots and lots of music.
Oooh, the shadows are long and I have a new roll of black and white film. I have two new rolls, actually. And a professional model is coming to class tomorrow to pose for us; I am super excited.
Saving my money for a good...
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I'm in a dark place, but it's a place of necessity. We can't always be in the light, and I think I like it better here for now. I don't want to leave, so I won't. I won't leave everything behind, either. I can coexist, for now. When I can't anymore, I can only hope someone will be there to help me.
The experiences in...
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talamia:
I totally agree, we need the dark in order to know what light is 
Thanks oooodles for your comment on Diaz - the Strange, we both appreciate every single comment and you have our undying gratitude!
Thanks oooodles for your comment on Diaz - the Strange, we both appreciate every single comment and you have our undying gratitude!
majorboredom:
as awesome as muddling can be... i may be getting too old for muddling.
i must kick it into gear because my job is becoming obsolete...
not that i really like my job because i don't.
i just don't know what else to do.
where's the silver lining?
i must kick it into gear because my job is becoming obsolete...
not that i really like my job because i don't.
i just don't know what else to do.
where's the silver lining?
Ugh. I always say "I don't want to help anymore" and then get sucked right back into helping. There's my addiction.
Whatever. It's apparently what I was put on this earth to do, so I'll just go on doing it. It doesn't affect me any. I just stand around and wait for my friends' lives to crash and burn so I can put my own...
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Whatever. It's apparently what I was put on this earth to do, so I'll just go on doing it. It doesn't affect me any. I just stand around and wait for my friends' lives to crash and burn so I can put my own...
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annalee:
Oh that's lovely, and I think you can see the message as in turn being for you. Re: bad relationships, I hope your friend gets out of it soon, I think people are so scared to be alone and afraid of change and that's why they stay in terrible situations. People need to realise it can actually be great to be alone and know yourself and get strong :-)
diaz:
Thank you so much!!!
You are very sweet
You are very sweet
The male species fails entirely. Officially.
Great big failure.
And I'm done helping people. For sure. I don't want to hear anyone else's problems or whining or issues or anything about their lives unless it's funny, uplifting, or neutral. I want nothing to do with personal conflicts that I have no involvement in.
I hate being the "amazing friend." Do you know how many people...
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Great big failure.
And I'm done helping people. For sure. I don't want to hear anyone else's problems or whining or issues or anything about their lives unless it's funny, uplifting, or neutral. I want nothing to do with personal conflicts that I have no involvement in.
I hate being the "amazing friend." Do you know how many people...
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I feel like some kind of matronly prostitute. Not even kidding. I'm not sure why. Some kind of matronly, experienced prostitute.
Even though I've only ever done with one person.
I am on the brink of discovering the joys of hook-up sex. Artist hook-up sex. It's almost like therapy and inspiration all at once. When writers fuck, basically. I still feel prostitutish, however. It's kind...
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Even though I've only ever done with one person.
I am on the brink of discovering the joys of hook-up sex. Artist hook-up sex. It's almost like therapy and inspiration all at once. When writers fuck, basically. I still feel prostitutish, however. It's kind...
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Money. Is. The. Root. Of. All. Evil.
How am I supposed to buy a trailer and drive it across the country for a year if I have to pay off fucking loans from my parents and the government? I mean, my parents won't charge interest, but the government will. How the FUCK am I supposed to be avant-garde and live and be an individual if...
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How am I supposed to buy a trailer and drive it across the country for a year if I have to pay off fucking loans from my parents and the government? I mean, my parents won't charge interest, but the government will. How the FUCK am I supposed to be avant-garde and live and be an individual if...
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emi:
aaa i saw your comment
that's awesome
that's awesome
So, I went to math class this evening, like a dutiful student, and, like an English major, did not pay attention to anything. Instead, I wrote a lovely list of many things that I enjoy in life which I am going to share in this blog because they won't all fit in my profile box.
Oh yeah, it's that long. And growing.
Things Wolf (Jes)...
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Oh yeah, it's that long. And growing.
Things Wolf (Jes)...
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dannydmc:
A woman who loves the smell of cigar smoke!?
I always thought they were a dying breed
So, how have things been going for you lately? Any news from Whitewater? What did you think of Watchmen?
A woman who loves the smell of cigar smoke!?
I always thought they were a dying breed
So, how have things been going for you lately? Any news from Whitewater? What did you think of Watchmen?
dannydmc:
I was at Target today, searching for the "Behind the Cowl" and "Tales of the Black Freighter" on DVD, but had no luck in finding it; I did find the motion comic, but it was a bit too spendy for my tastes. All of this, by the way, should let you know that I loved the movie; that opening montage during the credits was perfect and very emotional. Also I thought they hit the nail on the head with all of the characters, except for Silk Specter I; the actress seemed a bit off, and I wished they shown Hollis more. But, thats bound to happen; besides, I'm sure some of it will be fied in the Director's Cut.
And don't feel too bad about the FanFic, I cut my teeth writing my fair share of it too; I'm sure there are still some of my Transformers fanfic still floating around the intertubes (although, I hope most of it doesn't see the light of day! ). Just be careful, you don't want to piss off Allan Moore; that man would scare the crap out of me, if I ever messed with him 
Congrats on getting into Whitewater, BTW; my sister just got accepted into a Masters program at UW-Milwaukee, and we're excited for her (although she's scared to death to actually MOVE to Milwaukee, not that I blame her. I've been lost in downtown Belfast at 2 in the morning, I've gotten stuck in rough areas of Detroit before and, hell, I lived in the Alaskan Bush for two years. But MILWAUKEE? That place makes even me a bit nervous ) I'm sure you'll like it there, Whitewater's a pretty good school.
And don't feel too bad about the FanFic, I cut my teeth writing my fair share of it too; I'm sure there are still some of my Transformers fanfic still floating around the intertubes (although, I hope most of it doesn't see the light of day!
). Just be careful, you don't want to piss off Allan Moore; that man would scare the crap out of me, if I ever messed with him
Congrats on getting into Whitewater, BTW; my sister just got accepted into a Masters program at UW-Milwaukee, and we're excited for her (although she's scared to death to actually MOVE to Milwaukee, not that I blame her. I've been lost in downtown Belfast at 2 in the morning, I've gotten stuck in rough areas of Detroit before and, hell, I lived in the Alaskan Bush for two years. But MILWAUKEE? That place makes even me a bit nervous
) I'm sure you'll like it there, Whitewater's a pretty good school.