Drink more, fuck more, live more, right? There seem to be no winners in this game tonight. It just a small battle where no one fights fair. If drinking was to make me survive I think I would do just fine. But regardless, another smokey weekend, same old shit that never ends. I am begging to become repulsed by the ones that surround me, except for that cute girl at the bank. Anybody who thinks that they understand me, is just being stupid. It isn't relevant, the motives for my actions. My obsession with death, and anything black. I am attracted to evil, because I am an advocate of the devil. It is not that I am mortally inflicted with anything so bad. But acceptance of what we are is not an easy thing.
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