as some of you may or may not know, i'm dealing with a ton of difficult things right now. i'm leaving tomorrow to go to tallahassee and visit my dad, who is extremely ill. i don't know right now how long i'm staying, or what exactly is going to happen. all i know is that it's been a stressful time for me and i haven't...
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i'm very, very ill. asleep for 18+ hours at a time, not eating, and lots of strange muscle pain.
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notoriouscat:
thanks for coming to the party!
i am glad that you are still among the living.
i am glad that you are still among the living.
quirky:
blast from the past!
do you ever feel like the decision to choose to be alive is constantly being taxed on you? as if, no, you don't really have this nebulous cloud of freedom in front of you - no, you need to sit down and shut up and put up. that way, you don't even get a chance to even taste what it's like to be free.
fuck...
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fuck...
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the urban shaman - once again, the uninterested third party - my psyche recoils in delight. i'm on the upswing again, gentlefolk. things are becoming once again mutli-colored snowflakes and grotesque. in a fit of urban renewal, i moved my bed. i plan on moving a variety of other large objects in my home. i think the movement itself was enough to tilt me, in...
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by the power of the sword, the god * jesus robo tall must have been talking to me all weekend. something happened to myself between 10:00 pm on friday and saturday at 3:00 pm - like stomata drunk off of aphids i swam in some kind of mysterious whorl. perhaps it was the iceberg lettuce. it's always the god damned salad with the big huge...
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geckogirl:
the tip off is that he was on vacation. it was just too perfect. like giving a sick dog a big old steak dinner before you put him down. except that's sad.
the gentle magma runs over the soul once, then twice over. the gentle illusion makes itself move faster, and then, i find myself distraught. part of me wants to, yes. the other half, not so sure. but i keep thinking - the noise gets louder. the situation becomes manifest. and i picture it wandering, wavering back and forth. and the mind keeps thinking. and everything...
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oryon:
gotta love these
due to excessive demand, this is the story. and yes, i actually scared someone with this story, so i have to remind everyone it's a work of fiction. this didn't actually happen, there is no mary, and i'm ok. honest.
Pet
By: Me
The clouds shifted gently and held the moon in embrace. We said our goodbyes, and more trite conversation followed. I tired of...
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onie:
haha.. this is great.. the characters act like theyve just killed a person.. they get all worked up about hiding the 'evidence' ha.. its awesome..
hows it been going?
hows it been going?
i'm getting published.
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buzzhum:
Tell more...tell more.
That kicks as man!!!!!!!!!!
That kicks as man!!!!!!!!!!
i asked a girl for her number. she punched me in the gut.
my unusual circumstances probably have something to do with it. perhaps, i'm just another to them - just the latest iteration of failure to stumble near and ask for digits. believe it - and therefore, exist in such realms.
and in spite of all this, i'm moderately happy. looking forward to work...
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my unusual circumstances probably have something to do with it. perhaps, i'm just another to them - just the latest iteration of failure to stumble near and ask for digits. believe it - and therefore, exist in such realms.
and in spite of all this, i'm moderately happy. looking forward to work...
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direchocobo:
I thought I met some nutty ones. Dammit man.
My old girlfriend would cook what she called eggs in a frame on mornings after I spent the night with her. I completely understand the lasagna allegory, because it's the seemingly insignificant things like that that matter to me. Eggs in a frame, the last girl stealing my pizza crusts and giving me a mischevious look, the gal at the mexican restaurant going for the mints I always get before I get a chance.
I'm a sucker for that stuff.
My old girlfriend would cook what she called eggs in a frame on mornings after I spent the night with her. I completely understand the lasagna allegory, because it's the seemingly insignificant things like that that matter to me. Eggs in a frame, the last girl stealing my pizza crusts and giving me a mischevious look, the gal at the mexican restaurant going for the mints I always get before I get a chance.
I'm a sucker for that stuff.
buzzhum:
I came to invite you to a party, but got your eyeful here. Ive always enjoyed your writings, sorry to hear about the bitch.
If all goes well..she won't be here:
If all goes well..she won't be here:
well, there goes that illusion. now i really have nothing to look forward to.
direchocobo:
Seems like it's been bad times for everyone lately. 
oryon:
could be worse
the girl had too many paxil bottles all over the floor in her room, so i'm not upset she didn't call me back. i left my friend over at their house - so no skin off my back. it was too much drama to deal with so i left it all the minute i stepped out their door.
the other girl was probably a republican,...
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the other girl was probably a republican,...
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direchocobo:
Totally on the same page with you man.
cats and kittens - boys and girls -
wow. that's all i can really say about the past three weeks. i've been experimenting in the nomenclature i like to call my 'job'. with great success! can you believe it? i do less work, less stress, and i'm destroying all robots. they love me there. i think i'm the mayor.
in other news, somehow, i accrued...
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wow. that's all i can really say about the past three weeks. i've been experimenting in the nomenclature i like to call my 'job'. with great success! can you believe it? i do less work, less stress, and i'm destroying all robots. they love me there. i think i'm the mayor.
in other news, somehow, i accrued...
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vanille:
thanxx for your nice comment..you know, i really love sugar and comparing it to an addiction that way wasn't to hurt people, like you. was only to show how much i can't get enough of it... i'm sorry if you are offended, really, i feel a bit upset now 
** i wish you a nice day**
** i wish you a nice day**
you have my number if you need to talk.
*hugs*