I am so fucked up right now. I'm eating pills, and slamming beers, an smokin' out. But I can still feel shit so I gotta keep working on that.I just watched the Miss America pageant - omg. Seriously - sooooo bad. They had a "DJ" to "spin" hip "tracks"
= so sad so awful ........But I loved it - I love cheese, both the eating...
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= so sad so awful ........But I loved it - I love cheese, both the eating...
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ki1:
shit girlie. thats confusing. the ptsd might be totally unrelated to other hit your thinking of. drinking is a depressive anyway. ask any irish family they will tell ya. i'd go 2 mister head doctor and tell him he's shite at his job. and go somewhere else for therapy. fuck, go to florida and take some therapy time with some dolphins (the animal kind). 
acidevangelist:
Yeah, you may need to change up your meds. Last year I felt my prescribed meds were no longer working, so I went off of them and started taking St John's Wort, Ginkgo Biloba, and a few other natural remedies. I felt great for a few months, than began feeling really depressed again, almost suicidal. I am now back on my prescribed meds and feeling better. Have you ever thought about looking into switching your meds up. at least temporarily?
Back home. Exhausted. I feel like a ran a fucking marathon. And by "ran a fucking marathon", I mean "drank enough to make my liver scream while sleeping as little and as poorly as possible".
But - it was worth it - amazing trip and a nice escape from the hideous reality that is my life at home. Really. It's a fucking nightmare right now....
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But - it was worth it - amazing trip and a nice escape from the hideous reality that is my life at home. Really. It's a fucking nightmare right now....
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brightredscream:
I'm so jealous..I want to see Mr. Manson!
joenobody:
yay! you're back! nobody was making dirty comments about the fighters while you were away. did you see UFC 81?
Hey hey y'all!
Quick update as I am on a roadtrip - Car is great! I waited for the right moulding to come in and the back window is now good as new. I drove for 7 hours today and everything was perfect - yay! I'm in Birmingham, AL right now - going to see the Foo Fighters tonight - and then heading to Atlanta...
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Quick update as I am on a roadtrip - Car is great! I waited for the right moulding to come in and the back window is now good as new. I drove for 7 hours today and everything was perfect - yay! I'm in Birmingham, AL right now - going to see the Foo Fighters tonight - and then heading to Atlanta...
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rabbiofrock:
so did you, like, meet or have "contact" with anyone FAMOUS at the NHL thing???
missbabyblue:
your set was adorable 
Ok - here's some complete idiocy to brighten your day.....New Year's Eve weekend a bunch of people I know from both LA's - Lousiana and Los Angeles, fancy filmmaker types ya know - got together in Baton Rouge and played parody commercial wars. (Yes - we had teams! My team lost - you'll understand why after you watch) We drank ridiculous amounts of alcohol &...
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m0ngrel:
awesome
nina_kova:
awesome! except, I think I know people who would really, really, dig the penile suppository...you should market that one at fetish events! and - i would so totally dance with you! next event, joe has an order to send tickets!
Ok - so last July I wrecked my car. It was in the shop and in the shop and in the shop and no one could tell me when I would get it back...Then, Christmas week my insurance company decided to total it after 5 months! So, I was totally screwed - I'd been making lease payments the whole time and renting cars and all...
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ki1:
you gotta love incompetence. i would have gone postal by now. you have some patience. that would fuck up my year. but as i get a new car every 3 months i suppose i dont need to worry.
m0ngrel:
good luck
Know what's funny? A 5'2" somewhat clumsy & accident prone girl carrying a ladder up a bunch of stairs so she can change a light bulb and air filter up on her 11' ceiling. Not. I managed to scrape up my walls in TWO places - the freakin' stairs have a landing & a turn dammit! And of course almost fell numerous times. Geeze.
Ok,...
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ki1:
ha ha. your gonna freak outaa alot of veggies/vegan types. hee hee. just cant get this outa my head though.
being 5' 2" and all.
ha ha hardy har.
luv ya.
being 5' 2" and all.
ha ha hardy har.
luv ya.
big_boy:
10's are the bomb
WARNING: The following blog is likely to contain way too many words, random stream-of-consciousness not-really-that-interesting barely-coherent type thoughts, asbestos, stupid pet photos, and/or peanuts/peanut pieces. You should probably stop reading now.
Hey there - and Happy 2008, Motherfuckers!
I am feeling much better, thanks. The holidays actually weren't so bad after all. In fact, a few people really came through for me - and you...
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Hey there - and Happy 2008, Motherfuckers!
I am feeling much better, thanks. The holidays actually weren't so bad after all. In fact, a few people really came through for me - and you...
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brightredscream:
PSS - thanks for the hair compliments sugar
sweetbutch:
how could i get bored?
picturing us in a cheap motel room
you on the pole
me manning the beat box of redneck hatboy delight?
or you in the plucka sutra position
tending your sweet sweetness?
besides, it's saturday morning and i am at work
and not quite working yet
because i am a fuckin wanker
uh oh..... self hatred setting in. better earn some money before i curl up into a ball of chocolate covered self loathing.
happy new years!?
luv
sweetB
how could i get bored?
picturing us in a cheap motel room
you on the pole
me manning the beat box of redneck hatboy delight?
or you in the plucka sutra position
tending your sweet sweetness?
besides, it's saturday morning and i am at work
and not quite working yet
because i am a fuckin wanker
uh oh..... self hatred setting in. better earn some money before i curl up into a ball of chocolate covered self loathing.
happy new years!?
luv
sweetB
Pity, Party of One, Part II - god, I love alliteration....
OK - I'm over it - so fucking what, right? In the big scheme of things it's just a damn day. So I wish someone invited me over for turkey....but that didn't happen....whatever. You know what I'm going to hear all week? "Oh, I thought you were going over to so-and-so's...."
And I'm pissed...
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OK - I'm over it - so fucking what, right? In the big scheme of things it's just a damn day. So I wish someone invited me over for turkey....but that didn't happen....whatever. You know what I'm going to hear all week? "Oh, I thought you were going over to so-and-so's...."
And I'm pissed...
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brightredscream:
Merry Christmas gorgeous
I hope Santa was good to you ♥
I hope Santa was good to you ♥
ki1:
Ahhhhh baby. hope it turned out a bit better as the alcohol level went up. . ita crap that we all crave acceptance from pir parents. it sucks ass.
. ita crap that we all crave acceptance from pir parents. it sucks ass. Pity, Party of One:
This is the first xmas eve/xmas I've ever spent all by myself. I'm not handling it well. Is this pathetically tragic, or tragically pathetic? I'm not sure yet.......
I got one, count 'em one, present. Seriously? ONE? Who's a girl gotta blow to get.........nevermind.
I went to this crazy hair salon xmas party/prom thing Saturday night. It was super fly. This...
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This is the first xmas eve/xmas I've ever spent all by myself. I'm not handling it well. Is this pathetically tragic, or tragically pathetic? I'm not sure yet.......
I got one, count 'em one, present. Seriously? ONE? Who's a girl gotta blow to get.........nevermind.
I went to this crazy hair salon xmas party/prom thing Saturday night. It was super fly. This...
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donzell:
Merry Christmas to you! Tis not alone on Christmas when you have friends. We are here for you, darlin'.
2shadowland:
Merry Christmas to U Whiskey
Yo yo yo - and Ho Ho Ho as well....
Life is bananas now - and not in especially good ways! However, 2008 is right around the corner and HAS to be better. Right? I'm counting on it.
In the meantime, I leave you with some truly amazing & fantastic Xmas light vids of my ex husband's house in Atlanta - (he's the nice ex...
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Life is bananas now - and not in especially good ways! However, 2008 is right around the corner and HAS to be better. Right? I'm counting on it.
In the meantime, I leave you with some truly amazing & fantastic Xmas light vids of my ex husband's house in Atlanta - (he's the nice ex...
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negatron:
Drove by the xmas insanity tonight... wow. it is just... wow. 
sadielee:
wow. he's a christmas crack head. 
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ki1:
have a great time. make sure to take some pic's.
sweetbutch:
i think i'll just dangle some balls
from my balls
speaking of my balls
i'll have a blue christmas........
i think i'll just dangle some balls
from my balls
speaking of my balls
i'll have a blue christmas........
So - I saw my shrink today. I have seen him every month since I moved here, about 2 1/2 yrs. And every visit lasts about 6.5 minutes and goes EXACTLY like this - every time - I swear - without deviation:
*** he has a very strong accent - I believe he is Filipino - and this whole conversation is much, much funnier in...
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magusdesign007:
once a week...por moi
roxiekill:
tehee, sweet. <3
practice makes perfect my dear.
practice makes perfect my dear.