hi...i think i need to put a less depressing entry here....things have been pretty good lately...me and the sweetie have been riding our bikes around and spending more time together...trying to plan a weekend in seattle...hopefully that will happen soon...tiger army show in 10 days!!!! woohoo!!! and my sister's wedding is in 2 months so i have something to look forward to....well...off to go do...
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why do i no longer have any motivation to do pretty much anything??? i'm still young...yet i feel so old...maybe i am "depressed"...but how do i snap out of it? i didn't used to feel this way...and i know i don't want to waste anymore of my life living like this...i guess it wouldn't really be living now would it...more like just exhisting....
jcup:
Maybe some bike riding, our planned vacation, a raise in pay, a descent apartment....maybe all of these things and alot more, but Im happy when you're happy. We should motivate each other and reassure each other. Like be each other's motivater and supporter....perhaps athletic...supporter. I love you my sugarbottomfeeder. 
bridgetwnpeddler:
Hmmm difficult to tell, lack of motivation is a killer because it is precisely the motivation that is needed to move you to get out of your slump..
not sure...
maybe wait it out for a bit until it gets bad enough that it does motivate you to make some change. Not sure what that would or would not be but it is all I can think of at the moment.
good luck.
not sure...
maybe wait it out for a bit until it gets bad enough that it does motivate you to make some change. Not sure what that would or would not be but it is all I can think of at the moment.
good luck.
alrighty...it's way past time to snap out of this pill induced haze i've been living in for the past month...get some motivation back...i accually have a pretty good life...i'm not sure what i keep trying to run away from...i have the best boyfriend ever...i bought a rad bike that has only been ridden 3 X...there are plenty of things that make me happy...i need to...
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iamthelizardking:
D-d-d-da-d-dawnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
jcup:
I miss you lately. It sucks that we dont get to spend that much quality time together. It's lonely. 
why do i feel like everything is so fucking boring..................
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click_here:
becuase it may just very well be
coldandwet:
Commity crime. The thrill of the getaway should get the adrenaline pumping. ........but dont kill anyone.
i know it's waaaaaaaay past time to update...but i still don't really have anything to say........yup...i accually just sat here for a couple minutes really trying to think of something interesting to put here....but i got nuthin........ 
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jcup:
Happy Valentine's day. I love you. Im looking forward to the day.
madi:
Happy valentines!!! 
....apparently i don't really use this site much anymore 
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iamthelizardking:
You have a message to listen to.
dragonborn:
Happy Birthday!!! 
holy fucking shit...i've been partying for lika.....ahhh...for like a week straight....it must end....if i remember correctly that type of activity was one of the reasons we left AK...yeah...sure...i like drinking and being a walking pharmacy as much as the next guy...but not every fucking day!!! i haven't been to school all week...just staying up waaaay to late...and sleeping the day away...it really does kinda suck...
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deacon_:
Happy New Year
_pauly_:
happy new year, i hope 2005 is a good year for you
happy new year, i hope 2005 is a good year for you hey...look who hasn't been around in awhile....me...i have been working on clients at school for about a week now and am much more excited about going...am looking forward to christmas...otherwise....there isn't much else to say....
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bridgetwnpeddler:
Grats on moving up to working on actual clients. I am sure that is much, much more interesting and makes your days that much better.
I hope you have a good Christmas.
I hope you have a good Christmas.
deacon_:
I am glad school is going well for you. Take care of Jacob.
Hope you have a wonderful Christmas and a Happy New Year.
May this year be the best one yet for you two.
Dante'
Hope you have a wonderful Christmas and a Happy New Year.
May this year be the best one yet for you two.
Dante'
i passed my practicals today....no more cutting maniquin hair.... 
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madi:
Thats great. My mom was a hair dresser. Is that what your doing?
twitchmc02:
Way to GO!!!! It's good not to have to cut maniquinn hair anymore cause waiting for that to grow back would be like watching cheese mold.
o.k. better change this to a less drunken/retarded entry...........the last week has been nice....thanksgiving was yummy........i got up at 5 the next morning to do the day after thanksgiving sale thing....i don't think i ever really woke up, but it was fun....been spending alot of time with the sweetie lately...that's always a good thing....now i just need to get motivated to go back to school...
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selfcontaining:
Canada was a blast. Did you get any good deals on the after thanksgiving day sales?
I hope school is going well.
I hope school is going well.
soooooooooo. i got my first brazillian tonight...my boyfriend did it for me...he's awesome...no more shaving...right on....why am i sharing this bit of not-so-exciting info with you....weeeeeelllllllll....there really isn't too much else going on in my life....the kids are spending the weekend w/ my dad...hey betcha didn't even know i had kids....welll surprise!!!...i'm also more than a little drunk..............
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deacon_:
That was very nice of you to think about me on Twitch's page. I appreciate it. So Jacob gave you a Brazilian! Ouch..
Hope you two are doing well.
Hope you two are doing well.
tiffanymarie:
what is a brazillian? oh and about the kids thing. you and jacob never mention them on here so that one time i met up with you i was surprised to hear you talking about them. i never knew. you're kids are cute.
thanks for the happy thanskgiving comment you left me. i appreciated it. sorry i didn't leave you one back. i was pretty busy that day. how was yours?
thanks for the happy thanskgiving comment you left me. i appreciated it. sorry i didn't leave you one back. i was pretty busy that day. how was yours?
ok.....i need to leave a new non-whiney journal...........cuz today is a good day....and tomorrow is thanksgiving.....YIPPEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!! i love holidays
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iamthelizardking:
Hey, I tried calling you that day I said I would, but I used the wrong number. I'm sorry. I've just been a wicked bad mess. Email me with your other number, I want to talk to you, maybe you can help me straighten myself out.
harvdog:
actually I was talking about bme, not the whole site. just some of the harder pictures there, got sick to my stomach. although I liked a lot of the tattoo pics that people send in, might be good for some ideas of my own.
Whats new???
You still with us???
I hope all is well.