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Sunday Aug 03, 2008

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I'm a happy person in general, but when I do feel a negative emotion it's hard for me to admit it. It's almost as if I'm ashamed that I feel upset, angry, sad, or just grumpy so I paste a smile on my face and go along through this chaos we call life.

I think it's selfish of me to feel these emotions and express them to others, though I think nothing remotely similar when others are in need of venting or a shoulder to cry on. Why is that?

Even now, I'm questioning my own behavior as a screen name.
hearse83:
I was told at work to not wear my heart on my sleeve so much. Something which has worked so well. It's almost like you want to SEEM like you're wearing your heart on your sleeve, so you fake being happy and charming all the time, and you just push through.

I don't think you should feel ashamed of your emotions, I think that could probably lead to a mental breakdown if you don't find a way to express those and let other people know how you feel. But if straight up telling someone makes you feel guility, maybe you could find another outlet, like writing or kickboxing or who knows what.
Aug 5, 2008
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Aug 19, 2008

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