Sippin on a psuedo 40 and watching American Horror Story for the first time. Ah, bliss 
Having a pretty splendid day
I plan on getting severely inebriated this evening...well, enough to the point I can still do my job well lol
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loveli:
Lord knows I need to be severly inebriate right now..I'm with ya girl
vivicaliqueur:
I'm a cocktail waitress and as long as a customer buys the drinks and I can still work, I can drink
Doing my best to take the unknown as part of my path. The hostility is a bit much right now. Nerve wrecking. But it will pass, hopefully soon. I really do feel like I'm in the twilight zone at times speaking to a certain person. Our realities have split so much it seems we can not even be friends right now. Feeling like we're both...
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vivicaliqueur:
Can't wait till I get my computer back. It got lost in the mail and sent back to my friends house. She's sending it back out hope it comes soon! Till then I have to come into his room if I want to work on my music 
Major suck factor for us both I'm sure. As soon as he gets home I have to save and just leave even though he says it's OK I just don't feel comfortable anymore.
Sigh. Taking it day by day.
Major suck factor for us both I'm sure. As soon as he gets home I have to save and just leave even though he says it's OK I just don't feel comfortable anymore.
Sigh. Taking it day by day.
Mornin' 
bunny_of_grr:
Morning
"Rejoice in the power of forgiveness to heal your sight completely. Be confident that on this day there is a new beginning. Without the darkness of the past upon your eyes, you cannot fail to see today. And what you see will be so welcome that you will gladly extend today forever...The light has come, I have forgiven the world."
~A Course in Miracles
~A Course in Miracles
Teaching my Burlesque class at 2pm today! Very stoked to get our troupe together
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entese:
sound like a blast!!!!
vivicaliqueur:
I teach a choreographed routine Burlesque is all about letting your raw sexy come forth. Each person will also choreograph or co-choreograph a mini-solo spot in the routine. And most importantly, the sexy walk! One of the most important pieces of Burlesque and most dance routines is your sexy walk.
There will be glove removal teachings, fan dancing, working a feather boa into your dance, etc. dependent upon the level of the class and each routine.
These students we are going a step further and forming a performance troupe together. Each level I intend to culminate in a performance.
Burlesque is all about letting your raw sexy come forth. Each person will also choreograph or co-choreograph a mini-solo spot in the routine. And most importantly, the sexy walk! One of the most important pieces of Burlesque and most dance routines is your sexy walk.
There will be glove removal teachings, fan dancing, working a feather boa into your dance, etc. dependent upon the level of the class and each routine.
These students we are going a step further and forming a performance troupe together. Each level I intend to culminate in a performance.
Watching 'Paul' pretty cute movie
halia:
<3
Ha ha! My little one 3 years old has gotten into the habit of when angry saying 'Mommy, I quit!'. lmao!
entese:
how sweet
Going to work. Working on letting go and just staying present. There's a calm there and beauty past the sadness.
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nocturnos:
ditto ditto....very good way of looking at things. great perspective. remaining in the present makes it easier to pick out all the positive that exists in the seemingly negative. xoxo
vivicaliqueur:
Thanks lovies and absolutely. There is always beauty right now. And since it is a forever of nows, well life must be wonderful
Was just watching a show called 'Anderson' and the theme was 'Suburban polygamy' which I think was a mistake since they were highlighting a poly-amorous relationship(s). I was pleasantly pleased with the way the audience comported themselves and were open to such a new reality-kudos! There are still things being said on both poly and mono "sides" that are just not giving each other full...
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Processing the shifting of this recent relationship, sometimes easier than other times. Just trying to focus on doing my thing and my creative projects...I miss oil painting so much...
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entese:
then go for it start painting again
nocturnos:
you should start painting again. i'm going through a series of transitions in my own poly relationship. turning to creating has helped transmutate alot of my issues and helped me gain clearer perspective of my world. go for it! i'm envious of anyone that can oil paint. i find it to bitch to work with and my impatience is even more of a pain lol...BUT it does turn out some amazing results for someone that knows how to manipulate it.
i think you are quite an amazing (and gorgeous!) person. i hope our paths cross, too. i believe it to be very possible
i think you are quite an amazing (and gorgeous!) person. i hope our paths cross, too. i believe it to be very possible