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Alright, so it's been a while since I've posted up anything of substance on here, and I'm not really sure if anyone actually reads this, but I don't really care. It's a good place to try and organize my thoughts.

So, for the first time since....well, before this divorce process even began back in November, I actually feel alright. It's been an exhausting road to...
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sassygirl24:
So I can totally relate to your comment about sex. My ex and I continued to sleep together for about 3 months after we ended our relationship, and it was awesome. Then he dropped the bomb that he was dating other girls and I had to end it right then and there. And guess what his response was? "But I LOVE having sex with you!" I loved it too, but I love myself more and I don't want to hear about other girls he's dating.

Things with exes are always complicated and sometimes its best to end it before feelings get hurt.
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ahhhhh, riding smooth on a freshly trimmed package.....

haha, sorry. In an oddly happy mood today, and I have no idea why. Most likely because it's friday. Could be from a little flirting from the ex last night, which actually made me feel good about myself for the first time in months. Either way, I'll take it.

Well, off to play some pool and have...
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Well, it's been a crazy week so far, and it's only halfway done!

Fortunately, things have calmed down between the ex and I. After a brief verbal spat on monday after the doctor appointment (Ava is okay!) we kinda let things cool down and I think we are back to being civil with each other, which is about the best I can really hope for....
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So yeah, life has been stressful as of late. Last week I had to inventory pretty much everything that I own to see what I'm worth. In the end...it's not much. I'm not one to sit here and value myself by my possesions, but damn it gets depressing when you realize that you've been working so hard for so little. But at least it's a...
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copper_fyre:
come to jovian! i'll buy you a drink!!
machinefuck:
Damn. I'm here for ya! Call me anytime.
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So again, I haven't posted in a while. To be honest, I really haven't been on the site much at all. I've sort of let the day to day of life take over and haven't been doing much useful with my time. Right now it is pretty much a pattern of waking up, going to work, and either going out after or laying in bed...
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noreins:
I feel ya sweetie. We are both in the same position...we should have never quit talking and telling each other the positives...see what happens!?

Anyway give me some ideas so I can draw up something for you, I need something to draw to help calm me!
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Well, haven't done one of these in a while.

Nothing really to report for once. Life has settled down a little bit and I've been able to relax for the first time in several months. Work is going well, slowly, very slowly starting to be able to save up a little bit of money, and I can honestly say that I'm rather happy. It's a...
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persya:
glad you're feeling happier darlin'! smile kiss
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Well, got the little one tonight already passed out cold....

Lets hope tomorrow morning is more eventful!
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So last night I managed to break a glass right next to the bed by knocking it off my dresser. I thought I got all the shards, but a small one was hidden on the bed and I ended up slicing up my arm a little bit while asleep...So that was a weird way to wake up. It felt like my skin was just so...
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noreins:
biggrin I am pretty kickass aren't I? You help raise my spirits as well!

Next time, don't break a glass and you won't have to worry about waking up in your own blood.

Also I hope you have a grand weekend with the peanut...maybe we can cam with them this weekend. biggrin
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Cannot wait to spend the day with my little one!

Also cannot wait for the big hockey game tomorrow. Should be one helluva match up!
crimsonblood:
you little one is cute when she attacks me through the screen
velour_fog:
that's what happens when you taunt her. she turns into a rabid toddlerbeast and goes for the throat.
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Dise tonight. Sucks my friends are scattered all across the country, otherwise I'd have one helluva crowd to drink with!
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Been having a good week over all. Stayed up a bit too late last night talkin to Lexanity, but you'll have that. Plus, gotta say, was a lotta fun biggrin Other than that, things have been rather same 'ol same 'ol. I have great people like NoReins keeping my spirits up on a daily basis, and I get to see my little one come tomorrow night!...
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