i post so damn infrequently on here.
im a little better with the myspace thing... myspace.com/somaphobe
i dont think i talk to anyone i have met on here any longer.
I really miss "SH". I wish everything didnt have to go down the way it did.
I wonder if she ever wonders about me..?
She was a fantastic friend and a beautiful lover.. moreover a...
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im a little better with the myspace thing... myspace.com/somaphobe
i dont think i talk to anyone i have met on here any longer.
I really miss "SH". I wish everything didnt have to go down the way it did.
I wonder if she ever wonders about me..?
She was a fantastic friend and a beautiful lover.. moreover a...
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SO, i was thinking that if I lost a little weight,I might do a suicideboys set.
Then, i went and looked through them.. gross. f'ing gross.
Would i be that gross?
Should i still do this?
Then, i went and looked through them.. gross. f'ing gross.
Would i be that gross?
Should i still do this?
urchin777:
Judging from your photos, being you are not gross and quite lovely in fact, I totally think you should do a suicideboys set. You can't be "that gross" if it's not within you. See now you feel the approval back, and thanks for wishing me luck with the job search. Good luck getting semi naked! It would certainly mean you possess more courage than myself. Have a good night.
forever away from here..
my friend paul died a few days back. Another heroin OD.
That poison is all around me, i dont think i will ever be safe again.
Anyhow, I am considering posting some new pics around here, since those ive got up are all well over a year old.
my friend paul died a few days back. Another heroin OD.
That poison is all around me, i dont think i will ever be safe again.
Anyhow, I am considering posting some new pics around here, since those ive got up are all well over a year old.
I have grown so sick of this place...
I fucked around with life so long that i drove most anyone decent away from me, then i was forced to stop paying attention to the parasites I was hosting, most of them finally dried up and fell off.
When I sleep, I sleep alone, When I go out, I do so alone.
I eat alone. I...
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I fucked around with life so long that i drove most anyone decent away from me, then i was forced to stop paying attention to the parasites I was hosting, most of them finally dried up and fell off.
When I sleep, I sleep alone, When I go out, I do so alone.
I eat alone. I...
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waldo_jeffers:
Happy Birthday 
I hope your birthday is refreshingly free from crotch hungry, abusive, braindead cavemen
I hope your birthday is refreshingly free from crotch hungry, abusive, braindead cavemen
nellichaos:
probably don't remember me...i haven't been on the site in over a year, but i wanted to say hello and see how you were doing.
and so once again. I have returned to SG and the web at large.
regular interenet access, so, ill be around.
I am going to see what has been added these past 90 days
regular interenet access, so, ill be around.
I am going to see what has been added these past 90 days
cureelise:
hey sweetie - how r u doing ? hope things are going well - my life is going to be changing in more then one way - I'm preggie with TWINS 
still kinda freaking out about it - but I think that will pass sooner or later - be around more so I know what's up with u
still kinda freaking out about it - but I think that will pass sooner or later - be around more so I know what's up with utired the boy... more for the wear...
Im not capable of your shit, Im not.
I don't care if I am totally adrift or not... im not going to just grasp at any connection.
My life is fucking MIRED in leeches, liars, and users.
I don't need you, I don't wan't you.
You cannot be loved, You will never rise into anything.
face it and...
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moya:
I hope autumn is going well on the other side of the lake.
cureelise:
hope u had a good x-mas - I miss u sweetie - hope all is well with u - I'm going to have to write u soon once I find my old addy book with your addy in it- 
Event Announcement!!!
The below upcoming event promises to be excellent.
It includes an installation by famed artist Alex Grey (Tool vidoes, Animation segments, etc.) Alex works with both constructive an electronic media to produce his visualy profound work. As often discussed, Alex's work is heavily inspired by his initiation and progress in enthoegenic transendental process, particularly in terms of his work with DmT.
If possible,...
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The below upcoming event promises to be excellent.
It includes an installation by famed artist Alex Grey (Tool vidoes, Animation segments, etc.) Alex works with both constructive an electronic media to produce his visualy profound work. As often discussed, Alex's work is heavily inspired by his initiation and progress in enthoegenic transendental process, particularly in terms of his work with DmT.
If possible,...
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saturn1:
i am in chicago now.
cureelise:
hey sweetness - miss chatting with u - hope all is well - things are so so for me at the moment - been real emotional n doing a lot of crying
not - a -LIE ??
It's been so long... too long.
I went to Luna tonight. I haven't been in a very long time.
I stopped there because I was in that neighborhood, I didn't want to go home.
I don't like sitting in my place all of the time with noone near.. it is starting to hurt way too bad.
I didn't really know...
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the girl my heart made me love is somewhere right now having caveman sex with some dumb-cock animal.
i can only make stupid tears.
i hate being human, or anything like it.
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vivid:
Imagine meeting you here, in a place like this.
I hope things are better by now.
--a stranger who says hello, but a stranger nonetheless
I hope things are better by now.
--a stranger who says hello, but a stranger nonetheless
cureelise:
miss u sweetie
miss u sweetie
cureelise:
Jesus Mary and Josephine 
for once I think I'm actually speechless
for once I think I'm actually speechless
fatality:
Welcome to the Halo!