with family.
We were second to you.
They win. And I hope they party and celebrate it up.
You completely and utterly crushed me. So I guess you fit in there.
I just want to move and get away from all of them. Anyone that is family I never want to see again. They steal, cheat, and lie whenever possible.
I didn't see any of those people trying to get you out here if they loved you so fucking much. NONE OF THEM. I didn't see any of you calling asking when you were coming in... if there was anything you needed. I didn't see any of them donating one fucking dime to getting you here. I didn't see any of them buying your ass your cigarettes. As usual, they just take take take... want to come around and fuck everything up after I put out all the money to get you here.
You slapped me in the face just like the rest of them. But I guess you are ok with it, just like they are. You used me. You took all I had left emotionally. I put my all into building a relationship with you. I will never trust you again.
You had a choice. Us or them. It's obvious that it isn't just him you are attatched to. You saw him a handful of times in your child hood. You've spent more time with me in your life then you had with him. I'm not sorry for wanting to party and smoke all the time. I'm not sorry for not being someone with no rules or morals - if it makes me less exciting to you than so be it.
You've cut yourself off from me. I never can look at you the same way. You just saw YOUR pain. What YOU wanted. you didn't give a flying fuck about how much we did for you.
You turned out to be a liar, and you slapped me in the face like the rest of them. That poem you wrote me? A complete and utter fucking lie. I can't believe words from someone that turned out to be so completely self absorbed.
I'm just done with everyone. Finally done.
It's a bit of a relief.
I can breathe again.
We were second to you.
They win. And I hope they party and celebrate it up.
You completely and utterly crushed me. So I guess you fit in there.
I just want to move and get away from all of them. Anyone that is family I never want to see again. They steal, cheat, and lie whenever possible.
I didn't see any of those people trying to get you out here if they loved you so fucking much. NONE OF THEM. I didn't see any of you calling asking when you were coming in... if there was anything you needed. I didn't see any of them donating one fucking dime to getting you here. I didn't see any of them buying your ass your cigarettes. As usual, they just take take take... want to come around and fuck everything up after I put out all the money to get you here.
You slapped me in the face just like the rest of them. But I guess you are ok with it, just like they are. You used me. You took all I had left emotionally. I put my all into building a relationship with you. I will never trust you again.
You had a choice. Us or them. It's obvious that it isn't just him you are attatched to. You saw him a handful of times in your child hood. You've spent more time with me in your life then you had with him. I'm not sorry for wanting to party and smoke all the time. I'm not sorry for not being someone with no rules or morals - if it makes me less exciting to you than so be it.
You've cut yourself off from me. I never can look at you the same way. You just saw YOUR pain. What YOU wanted. you didn't give a flying fuck about how much we did for you.
You turned out to be a liar, and you slapped me in the face like the rest of them. That poem you wrote me? A complete and utter fucking lie. I can't believe words from someone that turned out to be so completely self absorbed.
I'm just done with everyone. Finally done.
It's a bit of a relief.
I can breathe again.