I fucking hate it when a weird situation happens and you don't know what to do or how to feel. Instead of trying to tell you all my feeling as of late, I'm gunna use a song.
Descendents- Coolidge
I'm not a cool guy anymore
As if I ever was before
I took a look at all the signs
Then rolled it over in my...
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Descendents- Coolidge
I'm not a cool guy anymore
As if I ever was before
I took a look at all the signs
Then rolled it over in my...
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daniyell:
whoa, hannah was only 18?! awwww, sweetie, I hope it works out with this new girl. Stay away from the kids, that's nothing but trouble!
daniyell:
i would love to hang out with you guys, we would eat SO many cookies and indian food, it would rule
Fuck I wish I did'nt work so much. On friday I bought 2 seasons of Kids in the hall. That show is so fucking great. I wish situations could be easier sometimes. I just get confused when someone says one thing and does the other. Baaaaaaaaaaaa 
I hate feeling confused. 
I need to be with someone who actually hangs out with me. Oh well I'll...
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daniyell:
give it an hour then call her back
or maybe she got caught up in something and she'll call you back
okay seriously taking my nap now
or maybe she got caught up in something and she'll call you back
okay seriously taking my nap now
daniyell:
i hope you guys hung out
i want to see the new glasses!
i want to see the new glasses!
So Dolemite played it's fisrt show in over a year and all things considered I think it went pretty well. I felt all dumb cuz this super cool grrl named Hannah started talking to me and pretty much spelled it out that she was intrested in me 
I guess let's see how things go and I'll let you all know about it later. =troy=
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daniyell:
i don't even really care if he gets his shit together anymore, I just want him to leave me alone. It took me two hours to get rid of him today.
How come you guys haven't hung out yet?! that's nuts man.
How come you guys haven't hung out yet?! that's nuts man.
brian_xvx:
your never gonna hang out with that girl... she is too good to be true... fuck i'm hungry...
Me and Brian watched Catch me if you can, that movie is fucking awesome, it gets the thumbs up from me. My band Dolemite is playing a big Hardcore show on saturday and I'm pretty fucking stoked. It should be a good show. I made some tofu and vegatables in peanut sauce with brown rice, it was so good. Me and brain hung out with...
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daniyell:
well good, if you wouldn't pee in her it must be love 
silly dirty girls are the best, i'll cross my fingers for you
silly dirty girls are the best, i'll cross my fingers for you
daniyell:
i DO have a dick i swear!!!!! That's what makes me so rock.
I could use a silly chunky punk rocker in my life.
I could use a silly chunky punk rocker in my life.
So there was a basement show tonite at My homies house. It was pretty fucking awesome. My friend's bitty and hart's new band played they are called war torn and they were bad-ass. Every time I see a good band it just makes me think about what I need to do to make the music I wanna play better. It sucks to have a band...
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daniyell:
you need to get them both, those books are like my bibles. Plus Sarah who wrote them rocks, she sent me a novel she wrote , it's all about punk rock
micaela:
It's the Rainbow Room underneath the Roxy on Sunset Blvd...
Gawd diet sierra mist free fucking sucks my ass. My dad gave it to me and it's the only soda I got in the house, I would buy other shit but I'm poor until thursday. My band is gunna start recording tonite for a comp that's gunna come out in memory of my friend kevin who passed away. I'm excited, were recording at my house...
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daniyell:
i need people to go to basement shows with
captainawesome:
diet sierra mist free?
diet sierra mist free??!!!
dude... i am so sorry.
diet sierra mist free??!!!
dude... i am so sorry.
Wow I had a pretty busy weekend hanging out with brian and whatnot , except for when I went to work and was sleeping. We started jamming for our side project-S.U.V. it's going to be awesome All I wanna do is fucking rock it! I'm alittle scared of the idea of singing and playing at the same time in this band cuz I don't really...
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daniyell:
so can i just comment in either one of your journals, and just get a response from one of the two of you?
why the hell are you guys always up so damned early in the mornings if you're only an hour behind me?!
why the hell are you guys always up so damned early in the mornings if you're only an hour behind me?!
daniyell:
you think you went to bed late, it's ten am and I'm still up. Yikes. I'm going to be fucked for work Monday. Which I guess is now tomorrow. Eeeeep.
Today I could not sleep for the fucking life of me. I tried going to sleep for a couple of hours but no luck. I finally fell asleep around noon today and I slept till 6pm.
brian xvx and I watched Sky Captain and the World of Tommorrow and Girls just wanna have fun, both of them were good. I probally be up for a...
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brian xvx and I watched Sky Captain and the World of Tommorrow and Girls just wanna have fun, both of them were good. I probally be up for a...
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daniyell:
nope, i swear, i woke up to the smell of stinky feet today, it had to be you!!!!
heehee
heehee
daniyell:
my weekend was good, didn't really go out, but got to talk to my crush for four hours, which was good. Spent a bit of money on things I needed, and spent a lot of time outside because the weather was decent.
I can't wait for my tax return! I"m using it to go visit BlackHoodie in L.A. But it will be awhile, I had a lot of jobs last year and haven't yet collected all the paperwork.
I can't wait for my tax return! I"m using it to go visit BlackHoodie in L.A. But it will be awhile, I had a lot of jobs last year and haven't yet collected all the paperwork.
So today was a good day. Nothing exciting happened, it was just a good day. brian xvx came over and we watched Jersey Girl together, I really like that movie but that's cuz I'm a pussy and like grrlie movie's.
Man if anyone has'nt seen fenchurch's 1st set that came up today I recomend checking it out cuz she is really fucking beautifull. Yeah...
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Man if anyone has'nt seen fenchurch's 1st set that came up today I recomend checking it out cuz she is really fucking beautifull. Yeah...
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daniyell:
i miss not having a dress code at work. It's all business at my bank. Skirts and heels and long sleeves to keep my tattoos covered
daniyell:
sadly yes, i work at a bank. it took me two months to find a job when i moved to this city, and it was the first place that hired me. I hate it, if you do look back in my journals you can see how I would come home and night and cry because I work at a place that feeds on the weakness of human beings.
But I have forced myself to accept it, because my working there I will have my student debt paid off in less than two years. Then I can quit and do what I want. It took a long time to decide what would be a lesser evil, but for now this is the route I'm taking.
But I have forced myself to accept it, because my working there I will have my student debt paid off in less than two years. Then I can quit and do what I want. It took a long time to decide what would be a lesser evil, but for now this is the route I'm taking.
I watched the best movie eva last nite- Jersey Girl. I know what you're all thinking, what a pussy right? Well yeah I guess so. Before I watched it I talked to people that had seen it and they made it sound like it was the world's biggest turd but what do those people know anyway, they are'nt me! This movie made me think about...
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brian_xvx:
thanks dude... that trip was an adventure...
cupidsvictim:
that brian. 600+ charisma points. hehehehe. 
You know I love this site cuz It's a really cool place to meet people and what not but sometimes. My own shyness fucking pisses me off. I'm not an arsehole just kinda shy from time to time. Oh well what can you do. I could probally start by growing a set and just taking chances and shit. I don't know. Sometimes you just need...
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drew696:
Brian's right dude. Just fuck it and say whatever comes to mind.
captainawesome:
You? Shy? DUDE! no way. When we crashed on your floor you took care of us and hung out with us and were totally awesome. Fuck the shy thing man. I think your kick ass.
i also drank 2 bottles of wine. That's how i'm not shy.
YAY DRUNK!!!!!
i also drank 2 bottles of wine. That's how i'm not shy.
YAY DRUNK!!!!!
So I love my new job, the pay is good and the work is'nt too hard but I've started to notice something- I think way too fucking much! At work it's just me doing my job and listening to tunes so I think about things going on in my life. Sometimes I wish i could turn off my brain.
Ok I'm done with that rant....
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arete:
ahh! at first i thought your journal started "so i lost my new job" and i was thinking "noooo!" but then i looked again and it said you love it. so congrats
cupidsvictim:
i often wish i could turn my brain off as well. my job is the same. i listen to music and think about life in general. it's good for you, though.