tragicdesire

alright everyone its been fun but after four years im out of here my subscription ends april 21st and i will not be renewing it ive made some good friends and meet alot of nice people but i just dont use the site as much as i use too but to the ones that i actually talk to you probably already have my yahoo messenger...
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so its been a bit since ive written in here saturday was really rough it was year 2 since my moms death but saturday would have been her 61st birthday if it wasnt for the fact that her birthday is the day before halloween i would probably eventually just stroll on buy and not even think about it but as seeing its the day before...
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i thought the nightmares went away i thought i was fine again but im not the nightmares are back all of a sudden every bit of them every second everything that he did to me all those years he was rapping me every lil feeling its like i can feel him on me again i cant sleep cause im afraid to im afraid to close...
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Went to the tattoo convention this past weekend had fun saw some cool shows saw a suspension show and a guy eating glass and fire it was fun didn't plan on being stuck their all day but i was for the competition the tattoo contest i didn't win so sad o well made a new friend but heres the picture of my new tattoo its...
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man i hate moving after a month home at the inlaws house two weeks in a hotel and now a week and a half on an air mattress we are in el paso texas our new home for fort bliss and we finally have internet and cable in our new place but we still have to wait on all our stuff to make it from...
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well jan 22nd another birthday it wasnt as bad as it usually is my husband well he didnt forget it he just well was his usual self im still trying to figure out to myself why i married him but thats a blog for another time and a thought for another time my best friends got me flowers and took me out to lunch for...
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hey everyone so i know its been awhile since i post about a month things have been crazy we were suppose to go home for Christmas but we missed the flight and couldn't afford another ticket flying from Germany to Arkansas is expensive so their went 4 grand down the hole so we staying here and hung with friends

lots of doctor appointments for me...
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my husband informs me to day that im fat and need to lose weight i was so hurt i mean why would he say that to me im not in the army like him i dont run 8 or 10 miles or whatever every morning like he does
then he tells me that hes not attracted to me anymore on the outside that hurt really...
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