toxicvixen

being sick at work fucking blows. being sick while having a labor job, ah sometime ask me about the depths of hell as of yet untouched by dante and his type.

you left a comment in my journal the other day asking where i had gone for a poetry reading.
(explanation=i doubt you will know what i'm talking about otherwise)

i went to the bloomfield ave. cafe on (you guessed it) bloomfield ave. in montclair. it was sponsored by (i think) this group called spiral bridge something-or-other and i believe it was called "the naked readings", which is a once monthly event.

blah blah blah.

i just finished reading a great graphic novel tonight. it's the first book the has made me shed a tear in quite a very long time. i highly recommend it. [not crying, the book] it's called "jimmy corrigan, the smartest boy on earth.

reprazent.

aww, feel better. I'll bring you chicken soup if you need it.

Even though we don't have a lot in common, your ramblng list is a sign of real genius.

So does I...but then I'm shy in public...Just wanted to say goodnight...and C you here more when this ten day schedule is over with...

Thanks for the compliment...they are my favorite things in the world...I will let you know how it is...did you check the trailer out???

[Edited on May 01, 2003]

i can understand how you're feeling. do what you can to get better. meds aren't always the best thing, but almost anything beats feeling like this. i hope things will get better for you soon.


yeah, that was my auction. i asked the winner WHY he bid so high, and he told me because he couldn't find Labatt clothes anywhere. hmmmm. i really needed the $ though, so I am happy.

Doesn't it seem like it's crazy month or something.
ahh! I've been feeling so flipped out!

I think I'm gonna take a vacation in a month or so at least the weekend away. Just think, take pictures, RELAX!!

Just the thought sounds sooo good..mmm...vacation..

guys are so strange sometimes. you should definitely have a vacation. where should you go?

have you been blunt with him? maybe that's what he needs. sometimes people don't get hints.

ooh, i checked that friendster thing out. what is your email address again. or nevermind, i can go back and find that old journal entry...

thanx

5'8, 115 lbs. i seeeethe with jealousy. i've got thursday's boobs and jolene's butt. haha.

Ouch!

To answer your questions:

Yes on GothicAuctions.
Yes on UnEarthed (it's owned and operated by my fiance and I)
and HI! How ya doin'?!

to me that sounds like great sex!!

I think it's just the combination of somebody else deems you worthy as a mate and a challenge factor of "They are taken and I cannot have them...or can I?"

I understand the sex thing too... Sarah and myself are in a long distance relationship currently, so when we are together its like bunnies in the spring time. As long as you have other aspects of the relationship, which it sounds like you do, you'll be fine.

that is so true.... everyone seems to want you when you're hooked up. maybe that's why cheating happens so often. oh well. i'm single now and not looking. at least for now.

that would freak me out... the guys who were in your apartment. eeeek! but i've never been the same since some guy broke into one of my old apts while we were home and pulled a gun on us. anyway, maybe you can at least put a chain lock or any type of inside lock on your door for more privacy/security. i know i am extremely paranoid, so i have a couple on my door.

i totally hear you about lack of female friends/bridal party. wanna be a bridesmaid for me next june? lol.

i'd be flattered. when i first got onto the women's wrestling website i'm currently on, i was asked by wrestlingvixxxens.com to pose nekkid for them. it was all i talked about for days, lol. are you going to do it?

Thank you! Glad you like the poem. I am originally from NJ not to far from where you are. My family still lives in NJ. I was just there this weekend.

maybe he realizes now the mistakes he made with you, and is trying to change? you do sound like you need some relaxation time. i get stressed very easily, so i know how it feels. take a break, do something you enjoy, something to get your mind off things.

i broke up with my ex less than a month ago- after over 3 years being together. we lived together for over 2 years, we were close- so it's hard to let go. it's just that we need to start having separate lives, and not depend on each other so much.

people mistake me for being under 18 almost constantly- so that doesn't help my problem of not being taken seriously. bleh. in our 20's, we're supposed to adults now... i suppose at any age, there will always be someone older and "wiser" who will look down on you for some reason or another.

i was just talking about this with someone the other day actually. i think that you never really get completely over your exes. like there's always this connection that you have with them. you feel like part of them is always yours. and when they start seeing someone new, even if you are madly in love with someone else, there's always a little bit of a twinge of jealousy. and you always think to yourself, well i had them first. that person was yours once and it's hard to see them with someone else.