Going to be my first ever Christmas without my Mam and Dad, Dad passed away in September from lung cancer, very aggressive, from onset to death was 11 days and will be greatly missed :( Mothers Dementia has got worse and no longer knows who I am and has no idea that she has lost her husband. I also lost my Uncle ( mothers sisters...
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Where do I start ? 2013, really is a horrible year as it looks like I have lost just about everyone I care for. Mother has developed Dementia and is totally oblivious to whom I am now. I lost my Dad to lung cancer on the 21st September, and on the same day he was admitted to hospital, mother was as well as she had...
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Ill. Sick of getting this bad . Why cant I have just a normal cold ? This one has seen me laid up for 3 days now. Still, not as bad as I was yesterday, so maybe this is coming to an end
Pierced tongues
Are they as good as what people say for oral sex ? Something I really would like to feel,
Like my ink but no piercings
Are they as good as what people say for oral sex ? Something I really would like to feel,
Like my ink but no piercingsWell, hungover and soo tired, have to take my father shopping so thats the morning taken care of. Then a nice long massage to help me destress, then off into the local city to watch some football ( soccer)
Booked more tattoos but not until Jan 2013, thats the earliest appointment I can get
I am never ever drinking again. Jeagerbombs are called so, as...
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Booked more tattoos but not until Jan 2013, thats the earliest appointment I can get
I am never ever drinking again. Jeagerbombs are called so, as...
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atari:
Mmmm, Jagerbombs!
toxictwin:
tHEY SERIOULSY DO YOUR HEAD IN! As does Hoegarden beer, now that is very nice indeed
Feel rellay unloved at the minute. maybe its the depression, work who knows, but hey I am still here I think
eyeswideshut:
Can't offer you love, but I hear you with the depression.
toxictwin:
I am fine.... I think I get these low moods for some reason. Doesn't help with both parents being ill, mother with dementia and father with Glaucoma and Macular Degeneration and a brother that doesnt care! I get through though. 
I tried meds but got scared of the addiction. I tend to use exercise now and run until I cannot run anymore
I get these low moods for some reason. Doesn't help with both parents being ill, mother with dementia and father with Glaucoma and Macular Degeneration and a brother that doesnt care! I get through though.
I tried meds but got scared of the addiction. I tend to use exercise now and run until I cannot run anymore
Stress:
Been off a while with stress, work and home
I do have a stressful job, but I can cope with that, its when I come home and dont get chance to unwid due to parents being unwell. Mother is suffering badly and getting worse with Alzheimers and my dad has Mascular degeneration. Pretty much depending on me now to see that they get their...
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Been off a while with stress, work and home
I do have a stressful job, but I can cope with that, its when I come home and dont get chance to unwid due to parents being unwell. Mother is suffering badly and getting worse with Alzheimers and my dad has Mascular degeneration. Pretty much depending on me now to see that they get their...
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Well
after a bad bout of serious depression before Christmas which cost me 4 months of my life spent comfort eating and sleeping, god bless Prozac, I am now on the up and mend. And to make things even better
I was given the all clear at hospital this week.
No more check ups
No more worries about whether the cancer has come back
No...
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after a bad bout of serious depression before Christmas which cost me 4 months of my life spent comfort eating and sleeping, god bless Prozac, I am now on the up and mend. And to make things even better
I was given the all clear at hospital this week.
No more check ups
No more worries about whether the cancer has come back
No...
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lillithvain:
glad to hear you are doing better
Well to all my freinds, I hope you all had a fantastic Xmas and a very very boozy New Year, I spent New Year in bed nursing flu and a upper body respiratory virus
Well its been a while and I have finally got around to adding some new pics. I have had more work done too, and pretty pleased with what I have had...
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Well its been a while and I have finally got around to adding some new pics. I have had more work done too, and pretty pleased with what I have had...
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bow:
I hope your ok xox
I hope your ok xox
zoey:
thankyou x
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Playing football will be the death of me. First I twist may ankle playing on holiday damaging the tendons and ligaments. The I run into somone at work playing 5 a said and break a piece of bone of my knee. Soo. an op beckons in the New Year, January 15th, to whip out the broken piece of bone
And I was so going to...
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kyora:
stop playing football then
sunshine:
Merry Christmas!!
xoxo
Sunshine
Merry Christmas!!
xoxo
Sunshine
Well had another check up for the cancer and at the minute I am still clear. Asked when i would be given the all clear and the likleyhood of it coming back and I was told that they normally wait for 5 -6 years before giving the all clear and that the longer I go without any problems, the less chance it has of coming...
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jin:
Nice to meet u my new friend!
kisses from Italy
kisses from Italy
rys:
God, thank lord for that. Hopefully you'll be clear forever dude!