towely2012

Sitting here listening to my best friends wife talking to my ex about the dude my ex fucked last night. we've been broken up like a week ago.....ugh, i wanna fucking puke. we were together for like two years, thought we were gonna get married, but it all turned to crap yo. she's crazy, i'm crazy, but i'm like fucking dying inside. it's heartache i...
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PTSD yo is a motherfucker. But idk maybe it's an excuse for me for her, but she left me 0-2. Unintentioally I found a girl though that I can have an intelligent converstaion with and that rocks me. One thing that keeps us from doing nething though she's my exes friend. Dammit man I wanna be like fuck this cuz dude, it's somone to challenge...
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I've got PTSD...first wife left me because of it, and now my girl that I'm with now said I gotta fix it or leave. Pride tells me I'm ok, but I know I need the help, just don't trust the pills. All the side effects make you worse sometimes and I don't want to bleed from my ass or something haha. I hate big crowds...
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So here i am dumbfounded over the turn of events that have recently happend. After I got home from OIF my wife and I got a divorce six months into being back. Then I ran into the girl that I was meant to be with. Her and I got engaged and jealousy, and anger, and frustration from bills and all that crap tore us apart....
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All right, so it's been like a month or so that I've been wifeless. I'm not the kind of person who will pine and beg for you to come back, and my future ex-wife hates that. I found another woman already, and hopefully she's as serious about this relationship as I am. That's besides the point though, my ex found out about it and tried...
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Well, it's been like a good four months since I updated, so I guess now would be a good time to update. My wife and I seperated, it's for good though. She told me that she was no longer in love with me, so I decided to leave. There's really no reason for me to stick around besides my son. I don't think it would...
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Well, I've been home for about two and a half months now. It's been a hell of a time, trying to adjust to now bombs and no gunfire. I have to thank the mickey's and the budwieser and the samuel adams for helping me on that though. I was watching the show the killpoint, it's about some dudes who rob a bank to make a...
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I don't really have anyone to talk to around here, so I put my thoughts on here. Why, I don't know I guess it's my way of talking or whatever. It's been about a week since I've heard from my wife, and today, I finally got ahold of one of our friends. I asked her why my wife hasn't written me and she was like...
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Well, we got a happy easter from the bad guys today. They mortared the shit out of us. I was in the tower, that's right I'm an 11 bravo fobit, go figure, but like 3 of those fucker landed like less the 50 meters from my tower. All i could do was get low and think, shit, I'm gonna die, in a fucking tower. My...
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Well, it's been a year now that I've been here. Well the "anniversary" was on April fool's day. So now, the countdown begins....again. We're scheduled to leave somewhere in mid-July, but if you know the military life, you don't believe it till your feet touch American soil. Sixteen months we'll be here in country. It sounds sooooo gross. I've been deployed for this mission since...
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