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So I ust had a melt down and locked myself in the rooM
. I'm mentally exhausted. I need quiet right now. The type you only get after a sudden shot of holy fucking shit I can't take this, where is a black hole moment...

The morning has come. Leaving me feeling less enthusiastic than I had hoped. I find myself constantly let down. Whether I let myself down or the inevitable let down of others. Honestly, there's not a lot of honesty these days. I'm trying new things and branching out trying to become more aggressively positive. It helps, but I realize I still cannot depend on it. There...
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It's been a rough rollercoaster of a week. Ups and downs, rounds and rounds... I work in an industry where drama happens a lot. And if u let them, they will take u down. I wont let them, and I command respect.

No rest for the wicked I suppose...

You think that you can love, But then u realize you can hate 3x's as much. For those few instances in life, it's worth it. For those few who deserve it, it's worth it.

Had so much fun at the hockey game tonight! There was so many of the homies that I totally missed ! And our hometown team kicked arse!!!!

I just glanced at the tags for my hopeful set... All I can say is, wow thanks for the positive tags. Not one negative tag. And thank you for all of the positive comments!

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So, I have gotten sick. To add to the stress of everyday life........
Oh well, I guess its time to keep on keepin' on...
Cant wait until I can file my taxes, at least that will relieve some stress...

Sitting here at the shop... Like I always do...
Now I know money doesn't buy happiness, and I'm not implying that at all. I am very against paper values, but alas... I feel if I had more of it I could actually do some good, and change peoples lives, not to mention my own.

So ok... I've been missing my ex roommate since the day I moved. I can't find her or anyone whose spoken with her in over a year. I just want to tell her how much I love her and I wished things hadn't ended the way they did. And I was partially wrong, but so was she. And that she was partially right, but so...
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