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i taught my baby how to head bang to led zeppelin. my baby kicks ass!

no matter how shitty nancy botwin's life gets, i still wish i was her.

i may or may not have wet dreams about romany malco.

things just keep on getting worse. seriously! where is the light at the end of this very, very dark tunnel!

i'm sorry to be so melodramatic, but i promise the second something good happens you will all be the first to know!

1. my baby is asleep & my mommy duties are done for the time being.

2. the critters are gone. the washing machine however is still fucked & i've got a pile of shitty cloth diapers stinking up my basement.

3. if i didn't smoke so much weed i would forget to eat. most days.

4. i think i felt this exact same way a...
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my boyfriend flew back to work for two weeks the same fucking morning my washing machine decided to start on fire & i find some very unwanted critters.

i hate life. today.

i feel weird. unsettled or something. i don't know how to explain it. everything is kind of in limbo right now.

6 years ago 2 days ago was the first & ONLY time i've ever really, truly had my heart broken. sometimes i feel like i'm still picking up the pieces.

men are mars, woman are from venus has saved my life, or at least...
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Lollapalooza would have been ALL worth it for this very moment..

i am apparenlty too stupid to figure out how to get the video in my blog, but if anyone is interested...

9 minutes+7seconds of rockin' in the free world ectasy!

i want to go far, far away & start all over again.

i could stay, but why?

i've been mia again, but we've finally moved to the city (kind of!) & are house hunting! our shits mostly packed up in random corners of the house & the garage until we find a house to buy! i refuse to unpack & re-pack twice in the same month!

i love being here - i can do fancy things like shop for produce at the...
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i was never scared of moving on - it was always the never finding anyone i was that passionate about again that terrified me. i remember that because i scribbled it down the night after he threw me in that fucking hot-tub: towel & all. i used to think we were soul mates. i was never any more happy than how happy i was when...
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i'm over it.

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i've been packing like mad when lennon lets me! yesterday i packed up a bunch of clothes that i won't need for the next couple weeks. almost every article of clothing reminded me of some signiificant time in my life! i have a shirt that i've only worn twice... BOTH times i've worn it i got dumped by two seperate ex-boyfriends!...
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