Why do I feel like life sucks right now? I found a job...without even looking...that pays me a pretty decent amount. I'm going back to school in a few weeks, and Kauai in less than two weeks! I really can't wait for that. I might just stay there and live at the y like my parents both did just before they met. I get to spend tons and tons of time with my little bro. I taught him how to ride a bike downhill today! He loved it, of course. But for some reason I just feel down right now. I've been feeling that way since....April, maybe May? Hopefully it goes away, but from the way things are looking it may be a while before that happens. It doesn't help that my beer tastes crappy, and it's usually pretty wonderful. But to that one person that makes me feel this way...full of sadness, helplessness, and just all around shitty...I hope you're happy. Although that's not what runs through my mind as often as some other things, I really do care, and have always cared about your happiness. I hope you do figure out your life soon, and I'm sorry for any negative affect I've had on on that. I hope you're sorry too.
the_captain:
It sounds like you have some good things coming your way. Have fun in Hawaii. I'm sure everything else is going to work out soon.