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I'm so thankful to you, my friends. I'm glad that whenever I post a blog that I have friends on here who despite never meeting can relate, and give me positive reinforcement. It makes me feel really good, especially in my times of need.

Sometimes, it's really awesome to talk to strangers, because they have the best insight. Seeing it from an outside perspective and...
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I'm sorry everyone, I've been unable to catch up on everyone else's blgs lately.. been so wrapped up in chaos.

The plot thickens as I turn another page in my history, and I continue to journey to my center to find who I am.
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I'm scared.

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I'm a total mess... For once I have everything I want, and I'm still worried.. something just doesn't seem right. No matter what I do I can't seem to shake the negative feeling inside. Like I'm denying my own happiness...

My nightmares have worsened. Sometimes I'm actually awake for them.
My memory doesn't seem to be getting any better......
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the_sween:
Thank you, this is much appreciated.
the_sween:
*hugs* Thanks Niobe. smile
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So sick of being sick!!! Feel so weak... and tired, and gross... 3 days now, and it doesn't seem to be letting up... wish I knew where this came from...frownfrownfrown
niobe:
Uh oh. No fun. Feel better.
the_sween:
Getting there. Not 100% but definitely way better than yesterday, thank you.
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I have released the pressure, and it is venting here.

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This girl is amazing. I'm so sad that I don't remember almost all of tme her and I spent together about five years ago... It's a shame... She's been telling me stories about ME because I don't remember any of it. I feel awful, I cried in her arms tonight because...
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Talk about a night out of a movie!

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And old friend contacted me through a dating website I've been on FOR YEARS, haha, and I realized it was her (she obviously knew it was me already) and I met up with her and hung out last night; funny thing is, we've been friends on Facebook this whole time (not so funny...
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niobe:
Awesome!!! So happy to hear all of this! Go you!!
the_sween:
Thank you so much. smile It's been amazing... so amazing. I hope it continues to be.
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So glad everything turned out alright with my sister's situation, and a special thank you to everyone who sent their loving energy our way during the time of need. Means a lot... Positive energy travels a long way when needed.

Just about caught up with school work, and my teacher told me to go home and relax and get some rest since I was so...
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My sister is trapped in her house right now due to a hostage situation next door... It's a very stressful situation. Please send your positive energy to her even though none of you know her... I just hope that everything works out without anyone getting hurt, and that my sister remains safe from everything I've told her to do for this scenario (military training techniques...
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llesca:
You're right, and I definitely don't want to go on wondering what could have been..? Just need to suck up my courage!


Good thing your sister is okay, what a scary situation!
the_sween:
Thank you!
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BOSTON AREA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MUSIC VIDEO!??!?! YOU?!!??! GET IN ON THIS!!!!!!! Once you're there, look for me, it'd be a great chance to meet any of you who come out!

I will be assisting in shooting a music video this upcoming weekend. The details on my end are as simple as this. We're looking for a crowd, a BIG crowd to be part of it!!!!!

Anyone interested...
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Dreams are made of the brightest of bright ideas, as nightmares are made of dark memories which haunt us.
Waking up is a gift I love each and every day. I am blessed to be in the people's company in my life, and honored just the same.

I love life, I'm so glad I decided to clean up my act once more, only this time...
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I want to see your eyes... I want to gaze upon them like I do the stars; all night.
I want to wake up to you... Snuggled up so close to your warmth like the sun shines upon me in the summers delight
I want to burn with passion... Like the fire that lights my night.
I want to hold your close... Because your passion...
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I'm SO PUMPED. Can't talk about it yet, ssssshhhh, it's a secret!

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WOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!smilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmilesmile



chelan:
WOO smile
the_sween:
Indeed, woo! biggrin