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So apparently, supressing my emotions temporarily is not ok either. First he complains about how blunt I am when I'm upset, now, when he wants to know what's wrong, (because I know I'll blow up on him) I say I don't want to talk about it...and he STILL gets pissed off. I can't fucking win with anyone.

i hate fighting. i hate it so much. mad frown
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jessewestend:
i know exactly how you feel. damned if i do damned if i don't. I'm always either too interested or too cold... sigh...
0theamazingrando:
It's a wonderful life.
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There's so much I've been waiting to say for my whole life, but I just can't. I don't know why? Why is it the things we need to get out, to relieve so much of the way we are, just can't come out. It's so simple. Just speak. But we can't? Why? What are we afraid of? If I knew, I'd tell you...but obviously I...
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conxuela:
you'll never be a jedi that way!
sigh1000:
take up guitar or sing in a rock band, that worked for me. now drilling holes and hammering have to do...
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missdates:
Soooooooooo cooooooool! I love it!
dane_valek:
it is indeed. Have fun on fourth?
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Oh have I got a suprise for all of you! biggrin

Patience is a virtue. You'll just have to wait and see...

in good time, of course.

Dun duna! ♥

Love you. bye bye.

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dane_valek:
is this the thing I've already seen? Or, is it the other thing we were talking about with Aaron one night?
0theamazingrando:
So how are those hemorroids?
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oh how i burn for you....

sunburn sucks.

ive tried everything. oatmeal baths. solarcane burn spray. aloe vera. nothing helps.

i wish i could take pictures and show you how bad it is.

it's funny.

i guess grant said i was crying in my sleep last night everytime i had to toss or turn on the bed. thats how much pain ive been in. i...
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coliwali:
When I was a little kid, I liked getting the really bad sun burns; Id sort of make a game of peeling of my skin, it felt sort of symbolic, like I was becoming a new person.

Maybe a slightly damp, soft towel laid on the burnt parts, just to cool them down a bit?
ms:
I'm not fucking around here, this really works. Take 10 tablets of aspirin and crush them into a fine powder. Now take a cup of water and heat it up a little in the microwave. Dissolve the apirin dust in the water. Now take a few ice cubes and cool your aspirin water down. Now start rubbing it all over your burnt areas. It will dull the pain slightly. It's even better if you follow up with anotherlittle rub and then some lotion.

But no tanning for you. You are so gorgeous and your skin is lovely. If you ruin it I will be mad at you forever!

kiss
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I'm in so much pain
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dane_valek:
Sorry to hear about your tanning bed mishap. Chocolate cake makes every thing better.
suicidesic:
sunburns are the worst, Aloe and lots of it, I hate the sticky feeling of it but, use it anyways it helps frown
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tanning = bad.

im burned to shit.

i was only in the bed for 10 minutes...

when i came out, i had color. i wasnt red.

an hour later...my whole back, ass, and back of my legs are burned to shit.

im covered in aloevera lotion and now I can't work because I'm in pain and it looks like a giant flipped me upside down,...
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cunninglinquist:
that is not a good pain, sleep will be a bitch
conxuela:
think about what those things consist of......
ultra-ultra violet flouescent lights?
COULDN'T possibly be good on any plane of existence.
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I have a new spooning buddy. It's awesome. I spent the night at his house and we cuddeled for 8 hours straight. This morning got really heated, in terms of sexual tension, but I didn't budge, because I wasn't there to have sex, I was there to cuddle. And I stood firm in what I told myself I'd do...and that is really good.

He's seriously...
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cunninglinquist:
havent spooned in a long time but there are 2 people that i would love to do it with
cunninglinquist:
Tiffany who is in this journal and Ginnie who I mentioned earlier are the top two candidates. Just spending time with them would be great.
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Going to look at vintage cruisers for sale. smile (bicycle)

ahhh...motivation to work.

i love it
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herotozero:
save your money and get a schwinn ss cruiser...it'll ride better than an old one that has even been restored and isnt expensive

they look like old beach cruisers too
supergp:
Neatness! You should post pictures of whatever you get.
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the show was great! they played a two hour set, and the new guy is incredible on guitar/bass. wow. im in awe. drank too much last night tho. cause im hungover. boooooo.

p.s. jamba juice works wonders. smile
thedarkness:
I am so envious, again. The last time I saw them, it was at the Rialto and the set was awesome.

Never had Jamba Juice.

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cunninglinquist:
i remember those morning after hangovers, thank goodness havent had one this century
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Tonight is the QOTSA show.

I think I'm going to skank it out with my rolling stones cleavage yeilding halter top. and some jeans. or leg warmers? I finally found black ones, and I'm in-love!!! love

As for other stuff. Whatever.

I think I want to major in philosophy. This might be hard, considering my emotional state. Who knows. '

A dancer from my work is...
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ms:
My life blows, just for this weekend though. It'll be back to normal in a few days as soon as I'm out of this fucking house, away from these fucking animals.

cunninglinquist:
I guess I am going to make it thru the weekend alright. I am up again at 6, this has got to stop. I am off to the office to get some work done before the show.