i go see my shrink tomorrow yay medication!!! i am really not as well i have people to beleave!! i am really sad and mood swings are really bad i think i might be p.m.s.ing yay well... not really tomorrow is another day!!! and it will be as bad as the last!!! i am so lost and dont know what to do any more but...
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i be drawing flowers now yay look at me go...
wish it was true!! all i do is think of you! i am trying to move on and i think i am going to enjoy this new life once i can forget about you!! glad you got a boyfriend already hope you guys do great!!!! and i love you tiny!! 
jollyrodger:
don't pull that "glad you got a boyfriend already" shit.
i know you and lahrin are a couple now, or whatever you want to call it. you two are perfect for eachother.
time
so blahhhhh...
i know you and lahrin are a couple now, or whatever you want to call it. you two are perfect for eachother.
time
so blahhhhh...
its funny how love turns to hate so quick and the person you loved so much you wished that they would just die!! but i am over that she really never loved me anyway!!! but she aint getting me down!! i have forgot about you anna you are no where in my heart i have killed anything we ever had now all you are is...
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i havent had sex in forever it seems like, but my life is so much better now!! i might be happy here soon?? i am seeing a shrink here soon toget on meds so... that should be fun!! dun nah nah nah nah shower time!! 
fairygrlz:
Your life is so much better cuz you are not having sex???? 
the day begins doo bee da doo bee da da dun da dun i aint mad at ya, i got nothing but love for ya
fairygrlz:
Thanks... 
life goes on...
fairygrlz:
Yes it does
viiolaine:
... and youre still a mystery
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jollyrodger:
thanks, i'll try there. was that place called your design or mine? i'll take anything. i don't know why you tried to kill yourself justin. we used to always say how stupid people were for trying to pull that shit. i know i mean the world to you or whatever, but no one person is worth ending your life over. i sincerely care about you, your well being and i do love you. you have no idea how hard it is for me to stay away from you. i just want you to understand how that this is something i have to do.
i have made quite a few new, but good friends. they aren't better than you, but we don't have miles of bullshit between us, like you and me. i would love to still talk to you and eventually hang out again. i don't want to just forget about you like you never existed. but i do want to start a new chapter in my life. and i'm sorry, but i don't see you in it, at least not as my boyfriend.
i don't know how else to explain it to you. i'm sorry your sad and i don't want you to cry over me, like i cried over you.
where are you going by the way? you said you'll be going away for a long time. please stay in touch.
i have made quite a few new, but good friends. they aren't better than you, but we don't have miles of bullshit between us, like you and me. i would love to still talk to you and eventually hang out again. i don't want to just forget about you like you never existed. but i do want to start a new chapter in my life. and i'm sorry, but i don't see you in it, at least not as my boyfriend.
i don't know how else to explain it to you. i'm sorry your sad and i don't want you to cry over me, like i cried over you.
where are you going by the way? you said you'll be going away for a long time. please stay in touch.
jollyrodger:
oh yeah, and i really do think about you a lot. how we used to say the same shit at the same time. and how we like all the same stuff. and how we were always on the same wave length. i love those things about you, and i miss it.
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punkasswhitegirl:
Happy Valentines Day!
one smart person told me all we have is time
and in time we will find happiness
and i will sort my shit out
cause i dont like who i have become
if i said i never want to be with you again
that would be a lie
love even after death
and in time we will find happiness
and i will sort my shit out
cause i dont like who i have become
if i said i never want to be with you again
that would be a lie
love even after death
fairygrlz:
EXACTLY!
who am i?
love is like a black box
it takes a lot to destroy it
your mind might be going 500 mph at 30,00 ft
and crash into a mountain
your body and soul is smashed up and on fire
but the black box saves your heart
your heart is bruised from the impact
but the love never dies
it takes a lot to destroy it
your mind might be going 500 mph at 30,00 ft
and crash into a mountain
your body and soul is smashed up and on fire
but the black box saves your heart
your heart is bruised from the impact
but the love never dies
viiolaine:
i love that comparison..
So going further, if a black box is made to proove what happened in the plane...
Is love made to proove we really lived since we loved or something like that?
So going further, if a black box is made to proove what happened in the plane...
Is love made to proove we really lived since we loved or something like that?
jollyrodger:
i want to cry now...... i agree with the good comparison girl.
very vivid, and i miss you already.
very vivid, and i miss you already.