shirokuma

This is so awesome. Wish I had somebody to connect with like that.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lIES3ii-IOg

I'm not really sure what is wrong with me today. I'm not in a very good mood. I feel depressed and agitated with no apparent reason. I don't want to feel this way, I do not enjoy it. All attempts to reverse this have failed. It just seems to slowly get worse as the day goes on.

Okay guys I have started my very own stream on Twitch and I would love it if some people would come and watch and chat with me, maybe even give me a follow. So come visit me at twitch.tv/bhm_bear.

I am in the worst mood today. Now I don't mean that I am angry or upset, nothing like that. I am in the kind of mood where nothing is interesting and I have no desire to do anything at all.

Alright I know that I do not wright on this thing at regular intervals or as much as I should. For me just writing on it at all is a lot. I have been playing video games a good bit lately, ok ok all the time. I realized something about that fact, it is a measure of how depressed I am and have been for...
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Well it's a new year, hopefully it will be better than the last one. My 2013 really sucked. I lost the best job I ever had and the only thing I have been able to get since then is a part time position getting paid in peanuts(not literally lol, the pay just sucks). I had to move out of the house I was living in...
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Well I haven't written anything for a while, not that anybody is really reading what I write anyway. I hope everybody is having a better christmas than me. I had my 32gb iPhone 5 stolen about 3 days ago and my XBox stopped working yesterday. I guess I shouldn't be surprised, that is pretty much normal goings on for me, shit just gets taken away...
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