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I feel very stressed out right now. I need money so bad, I need to find a job so bad. I'm a good employee, this is bothering me that I can't find anything. I don't want to have to work at Chick-fil-a or McDonald's. There's nothing wrong with those places, but I'm smart, I'm a hard worker, I'm good at the stuff I'd need to...
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So the last time I was really here was May, I don't think I was even really here then.

I rescued a cat from outside my old job (or rather, the cat was outside the local mall, where I worked in a salon). I was going to try to find a home for her, I ended up keeping her... well... I was hoping to. I...
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Ok, I would really like to know how I keep getting these 3 month memberships. I suspect it's a ploy to get me to decide to come back since it says it's anonymous, but if somebody really is paying to re-activate my account, I'd love to know who so I can thank them.

I could post a better journal right now, but I'm waiting for...
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I don't know when this account is going to expire, but I imagine pretty soon.

Things are going better.

I still haven't talked to the ex, but I'm doing fine. Sometimes it still hurts, but that's to be expected.

I'm dating my local ex-boyfriend, who is obviously no longer my ex. Because people get confused (even though nobody reads this, haha) this is not my...
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I am so ready for a new haircut...

I have this aweful, boring cut 'cause I was growing it out for my wedding, but now I have more time... although my hair will look like Miley Cyrus' when I'm done... mwa ha ha. Maybe like the Hannah Montana wig first, then Miley Cyrus' real hair... it doesn't matter.

But I asked my teacher if she...
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It feels somewhat odd being back on this site after so long, haha.

I've actually started going to church again, although it's only been two weeks and I won't go next Sunday due to the fact my manager wants me to go to hell. I've started reading the Bible and praying every day. I'm trying to really commit myself back to God... so being a...
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Erm, I don't know who re-activated my account, but thank you very much.

So... I'm about to run off and distract myself out in town... but I guess I'll do a quick update.

Rob, my fiancee since October and boyfriend of 4 1/2 years, left me a little over a week ago. I am doing better, still not great, still miss him, still want him......
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My account runs out tomorrow, but it's ok... I'm too poor to keep paying for SG. I'm afraid I have more important things to save/spend my money on.

I've also stopped using it so much, I've been pretty busy.

I might re-join it in a year or so, after I graduate school and move up to St. Louis to be with Rob.

We'll see.