like you said it's good it hurts.
that means something.
the relationship is real. which means it definately has a chance. if it's what you really want, give him his space for a little bit. but fight for him when the time has come to do so
we've been officially together for 3 years. but we dated for a year before that.
it's the lack of trying that upsets me the most.
I've told him how i felt, and that i know i can't hold on much longer if things don't change, and that we would crumble when i moved if things didn't change. and he promises a lot. and never comes through.
if it didn't feel like he was lying everytime we talked about it, i might feel better.
but i know he's a good guy, and that no one's going to love me like he does....
we both need to figure out what we want in life. and seeing that he's been my only bf [7.5 years], he feels like i should know how it is to be independent for a while. and i totally get it. we love each other, we want what's best... Read More
so the only time i ended up leaving the house today, was to pick up some food and beer. i'm okay with that.
so far i have not gone insane.
there's a real l word marathon on tv so i've been watching that. i never watched it before, so i'm kind of sad i'm starting on season 2, but it's all good. i'm kind of... Read More