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hey

i'm leaving at the end of the month.

bye
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elzomo:
Can we still stay in touch???

oh before you go...you have been tagged to tell 20 things about yourslef!! ooo aaa
mah:
hiii =*
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rage against the machine - sleep now in the fire
system of a down - p.l.u.c.k.
smashing pumpkins - ugly
cibo matto - artichoke
perfect circle - gravity
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Or maybe its that i realised that it is true;
No-ones really there fighting for you in the last garison.
No-one except yourself that is, no-one except you.
You are the one who's got your back...
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firemoonfairy:
Hi hon! Just dropping in to say hello. Havent been on in a bit so I just wanted to touch base and say hi. Nice photo smile
firemoonfairy:
Hi hon! Just dropping in to say hello. Havent been on in a bit so I just wanted to touch base and say hi. Nice photo smile
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ryan adams - so alive
delta 9 - revolution 9o9
chantel krevaziak - from me
In flames - evil in the closet
ani difranco - sunday morning
Dj Irene - Entire house half of her latest album

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Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame...
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ronin_026:
Spider-Man is my all time favorite. But I'd never wanna mess with the Silver Surfer.
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starting a new thing::

playlist of the day: 10/06/05



GrandDaddy - Pull the Curtains
Ryan Adams - Wonderwall (cover)
Soul Coughing - SuperBonBon
Sia - Breathe Me
Pendulum - Coma
Death Cab For Cutie - Transatlanticism

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To all my killers and my hundred dollar billers
To emo kids that got too many feelings

He held the register open while he counted her change
I...
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panda_pewp:
yeah no shit....
ronin_026:
I have to say.............no I don't, you already know it.
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I can feel it boiling up.. I can feel it getting ready to explode again...

He take shit for so long from so many people.

He never talks back.

He'll do whatever you ask of him, no questions ask.

He'll laugh at your jokes
but inside

he's actually going crazy.. the way he looks at the world just doesn't make sense

he can't say it...
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girl_afraid:
oh honey.
i hope you are okay.
xoxox. kiss
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I wrote this a LONG time ago.. it's either wonderful or disgusting how much hope i had..
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If this was how it was then this was how it was. But there was no law
that
>made him say he liked it. I did not know that I could ever feel what I
have
>felt, he thought. Nor that this could happen to me. I...
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dora:
hey there~ very pleased to meet you, too.
i miss AZ, how about you?
smile
plaidhangover:
Tis very true about the band producers!
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and god moves over the waters
silently coming for me
all my indiscretions
all my fears
just one giant wave

and the tremolo of emotions
all the high notes bent to low
always something wrong
never anything warm

why does the preemptive strike of her
melt me to my true being
with all my sought after pain
drown out by a laugh

and the madness...
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sarahannsg:
Yes, I was pretty proud of my skill. It took me a while, but it would have been pretty fun to break the glass. Damn, I haven't had a good session of breakin shit in a while. . .time to go find an old tv and a bat. ARRR!!!
elzomo:
i really enjoy reading your enteries, they make me smiles.....so what tats do you have???
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Once on a yellow piece of paper with green lines
he wrote a poem
And he called it "Chops"
because that was the name of his dog
And that's what it was all about
And his teacher gave him an A
and a gold star
And his mother hung it on the kitchen door
and read it to his aunts
That was the year that...
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xlustx:
This is absolutely great... It may sound lame, but I shed a tear over this. What an awesome emotional trip. Did you write it?
andain:
Very profound. I especially like the part "but he kissed her anyway because that was the thing to do".

Sometimes you get stuck in a rut and you start to do things automatically because sometimes it's harder to deviate from what is routine than to just sacrifice a little bit of yourself and keep doing it.

Ditto Morte, did you write it? And are you going to the Burlesque show?
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feelings ARE a strange thing.. it's hard to quell the feelings you have for one person when you're "supposed" to only love another person.. i'm not sure if the world would be a better or worse place if we were all honest about our feelings...

on one hand.. we'd be completely satisfied, because we would always be doing what made us happy

on the other...
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andain:
I know exactly what you mean. It sucks being with someone and always second guessing your feelings for them. Wouldn't it be nice if being in a relationship was much easier?
popetom:
Wrong Tom, sorry.

-PT
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doolittle:
hi, um, you may want to delete this so you don't get zotted. that's why so many people are not on here anymore...
vorbei:
hahha thanks... sorry dude ;P

where've you been? haven't seen you online in a little while.
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so history repeats itself........

i seem to have this problem ./....

i have a lot of friends that don't have much money, and often they ask to borrow some, promising to pay it back at a certain time....

well, over the past year, i've lent 3200 to my friends in their time of need.. and guess what... they either never return my calls again, or...
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sandman3030:
Ya people suck. I learned the hard way about money.
plaidhangover:
Thats a real tough spot and its hard to say no to friends! I wish I could help in someway!
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so the question i've been asking myself lately, half trying to deal w/ all my regret, half trying to figure out how to live my life, is this:

instant gratification vs. long term happiness

and what i've come up w/ is this... i think i need to establish some sort of long term parameters that i know will keep me on the path to happiness...
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firemoonfairy:
I deleted your post by accident frown if you have the chance re-post your comment I didnt get the chance to read it. before my uncordinated
hand clicked on delete.


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firemoonfairy:
Thanks for re-posting your comment for me. I agree we must not lose hope. Once hope is gone there is nothing left so whats the point?