i believed in things. i was so sure of myself.
i was confident.
the more i learn, the more i realize there are so many things i don't know.
i'm finally admitting to myself i have problems.
i'm starting to understand why she called me selfish.
i'm starting to realize how important self respect is.
and how sometimes i have none.
i'm admitting to myself i have anxiety issues.
i'm admitting i'm not as strong as i think.
i admit i need help.
i admit that sometimes i self medicate.
i don't know what i believe in anymore.
i don't know who to believe in.
i don't know if i can love like i used to.
i feel jaded. i feel hurt. i feel doubtful.
i doubt everyone.
i'm doing things now i never would have done in the past.
....
i hate these moods. i wish i could sleep. i just feel numb right now. i really miss my friends back home. i feel like i could never replace them. i hope i can give them just a small portion of what they give me.
i was confident.
the more i learn, the more i realize there are so many things i don't know.
i'm finally admitting to myself i have problems.
i'm starting to understand why she called me selfish.
i'm starting to realize how important self respect is.
and how sometimes i have none.
i'm admitting to myself i have anxiety issues.
i'm admitting i'm not as strong as i think.
i admit i need help.
i admit that sometimes i self medicate.
i don't know what i believe in anymore.
i don't know who to believe in.
i don't know if i can love like i used to.
i feel jaded. i feel hurt. i feel doubtful.
i doubt everyone.
i'm doing things now i never would have done in the past.
....
i hate these moods. i wish i could sleep. i just feel numb right now. i really miss my friends back home. i feel like i could never replace them. i hope i can give them just a small portion of what they give me.