Man.
I am completely self destructive with relationships. I always pick the guys where I know it's NOT going to work -- or I see the wall we're going to hit in the future and I still give everything. Sometimes I wished I could live without passion and just be comfortably numb and naive.
I have enough scar tissue on my heart to classify it as its own armor. When I see him, my heart confuses adrenaline for blood, and it swells something awful. There's no room in this cage of bone for tissue like that.
I am completely self destructive with relationships. I always pick the guys where I know it's NOT going to work -- or I see the wall we're going to hit in the future and I still give everything. Sometimes I wished I could live without passion and just be comfortably numb and naive.
I have enough scar tissue on my heart to classify it as its own armor. When I see him, my heart confuses adrenaline for blood, and it swells something awful. There's no room in this cage of bone for tissue like that.
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qdd:
There is a great book only available on Amazon called "Wild Attractions" and it talks about attraction and picking "suitable" mates. I am finding I do the same thing. It hardest when you fall in love with someone you know you cannot ultimately be with Get the book...I highly recommend it.
chazgasm:
I do the same things sorta, hang in there darling xo